jy is the love.

2009-06-09T17:58:00.002+08:00

The medicine which doesn't work,
The friends who are no longer,
The days which are over,
Even songs unheard
Are part of life's wonders
And mischiefs to be conquered,
At the expense of tears and fears.

Mmmk enough pretending to be sophisticated
:O

Been slacking my butt off ever since holidays started, grah. I'm going to renew my books again and mug later tonight. Oh yeah, and upload my icons ^^

I ♥ Shenkuu :D

monday movie

2009-06-08T23:03:00.003+08:00

Such a long, eventful and tiring day @.@;

I was supposed to go for CCA in the morning but didn't - no thanks to my lit teacher who postponed the lesson by 45 minutes and ending late - imagine how tired I would be now if I have gone O_O

After lit, went to eat with Zhenglin, Hanyong and Kiawee. Met up with Hsin Fang after that, and we watched Subaru. ^^ Walked around, shopped and went to find Iris and Portia. Walk around some more, ate dinner. Hsin Fang went home and the three of us hang around eating ice cream, then took MRT home - standing with Portia. x_x

Dance Subaru

Of course, we all know it as the movie to feature a DBSK song.
[spoiler]But I didn't know that DBSK had a short cameo in it :D[/spoiler]

The movie was about the girl Subaru and the adversaries she faced while pursuing her passion - dance, and how she overcame them.

Hsin Fang cried like mad, but I was unmoved.
Why?

Firstly, the young girl actress just didn't make the cut. She was pretty as well, but she was so fake - especially in the scene right after she complains about her younger brother. Her crying - her movements - seemed so intentional that it simply didn't do the script justice. (Maybe I'm a bit harsh, especially for an actress her age - but look at Dakota Fanning! Stark contrast, eh)

Next, Subaru is a very unrealistic character. She was multi-dimensional, yes, but she was so driven to her goal that she seemed robotic. When a guy kissed her - her first kiss - she was downright dispassionate, which didn't seem quite fitting with a girl of her age. I don't think this is a very accurate representation of dancers - they might love their hobby/sport/whatever, but without actually having interhuman relationships, their passion lives without its soul.

My first impression was how pretty the actress (Meisa Kuroki) was. Wait, IS. She has a great body (skinny, yet beautifully so) and she really can dance quite well.
However, her portrayal of Subaru often became rather stoic. There is a thin line between determination and stubbornness, and she ... well, dances on that line.

Perhaps some scenes can be improved. Some ideas are not explored deeply enough to be tear-jerking (though Hsin Fang very obviously disagrees :P). The father-daughter relationship for Subaru isn't remarkable even though the foundation is there, but given a few more minutes and explored further, the whole audience would be in tears.

The villains! Oh, Subaru's competitors - Liz Park and Mana - were quite similar. Envious, act-nice and kiasu. Liz Park's character seemed a little unnecessary, as though it was obvious a chunk of her story has been cut out (from the manga's original plot). Mana was easier to follow and understand, and I take to her more than Liz. Frenemies indeed.

That extra part about competition between Subaru's mentors was redundant in my opinion - the audience really doesn't care about the old feuds. :/ Plus, it was confusing.

A worthy mention goes to the character Isuzu Hibino (actress Kaori Momoi), the owner of the strip club Subaru worked at (not as a stripper, duh). She was tough, straightforward, realistic and kind - everything a mentor should be. I was teary-eyed when Subaru recollects her words before she left for the competition, after Subaru found out that [spoiler]she, well, died.[/spoiler] She also provided comic relief, much needed in this very heavy film.

The ending dance was the highlight, of course. (Followed closely by Bolero, which was undeniably unforgettable.) Meisa Kuroki deserves a standing ovation for her daring display of emotions (mostly, melancholy D:). In those few minutes, she represented someone with a story, which ultimately made the film realistic. Good news is that the director is rather skilled in cinematography, which made the experience more enjoyable.

Hmm, but what is my takeaway from this? (More clichedly, what's the moral of the story?)
For me,
it is that hardship and happiness comes together.
Each is pointless without the other.

Everyone should go and watch this film.
Not because you like DBSK
Not because you like to watch dance
But to learn how fortunate you are

cherish live
have courage
choose wisely

c: happy day

2009-06-08T01:35:00.005+08:00

And in the end I would still settle for a DayBefore!Misery skin. :O
I think this skin is mad awesome, but I'll need to change the icons in a bit.

Oh, I've realized that I tend to call people "baby" when I'm hyper. @.@;

jy says:
baby
i finish milk tea alr :(
melissa says:
walao
why you baby me :S

I think I picked it up from Sam! Anyway people should be honoured that I call them baby, even though it has no significance whatsoever :D

Yesterday I went PRAWNING :3

Took this picture from my living room before leaving - sunny days are awesome ^^

Dad took me and bro on a detour to look at durians @_@;
Yes, that's woodlands. Right beside my street.

Durians! Haha click to see the enlarged version. I like this pic ;D

Yay look at the purdy sky!

Finally, we catch some prawns :D
We caught 700g of prawns that are super fat. :9
Already ate some for lunch today!

Prawning is actually quite fun. I caught like 7 prawns? We had two poles, one for my bro and one for my dad. My dad lends me his occasionally and thankfully I'm not phail at prawning ;D

Anyway, Junsu's chinese handwriting is so nice! :O

Haha I think its nicer than a lot of people whose higher chinese got A1 @_@;

As long as you pretend to know what you're doing can already, IMO. Like how I write nice jap because I sort of scribble it 8D (Yes Valerie says its nice! Hoho)

Okay its 2:34am, I have lessons tomorrow and CCA after that, so I should go to bed like now. u__u;
CIAO

post #333

2009-06-07T01:32:00.003+08:00

And I think its not worth fretting over.

I'm just amazed at the way the world functions.

Over and out, baby.

2009-06-02T22:27:00.002+08:00

Today, me and dameinv went around NTU trying to find a proper bus stop but ended up walking all the way out to the highway and had to walk to a HDB estate to take bus to the MRT.

Before that, I walked up and down the Nanyang House - which is a nicer name for a freakishly long stairway of 108 steps.
In total I walked 648 steps, not including the training we had before. (Push ups X 45, Sit ups X 45, Bouncing thing X 45)

Drank two cans of coke and ate a slice of melon for dinner.
Eff Emm El.

But I had fun. :D

animals!

2009-06-02T11:59:00.002+08:00

I have a warped perception of cuteness to some degree!

THESE ARE SO CUTE

What, tiny puppies?
NO

Fruit bats are painfully adorable!! :D

Whee watch me go :D

They look like dogs with wings!! And they're so impossibly fluffy-looking! :O

Why so random?
I watched them on Aussie Animal Rescue on Animal Planet, and I was so won over by their cutesy!

Oh, and they're damn NICE - easy to handle, and they don't bite. Expected, considering that they're vegetarians...

Yes, the sissy in you is probably cringing at my inclination towards bats of all animals, but whatever, go suck on your thumb and continue stroking your ugly kitties.

URGH.
(anti-cat person)

In comparison...

BEHOLD :D
They look so alike, yet the former is condemned! :(
(I love black puppies :3)

DID YOU KNOW THAT people EAT fruit bats?!?!
Not only the weird chinese (sorry but they eat everything), but also caucasians! :OOO

I'm so disgusted! After seeing those pictures, its like seeing people eat dogs.
STOP EATING MAMMALS ALREADY
Stick to chicken! :P

Of course, not all bats are cute.
Some are freaking ugly.

And some evil :OOO

Woah scary sia.

Aiya focus on the cute ones can already :D

Oh have you all seen the pygmy jerboa from xiaxue's blog? It's cute too :D But that one posted looks a bit unhappy.

LOOKIE ME I BE PIZZED STAY AWAY FOOLZ

Some idiots on the net claimed it was a mistreated gerbil with hair taken off from their legs.
Pfft.

Now, for education's sake!!

Nut?

Gerbils look like that - they're basically hamsters with fur. They don't have freakishly long flamingo legs.

!!

Long-eared jerboas are cuter!! :D

2009-06-01T21:27:00.002+08:00

Woah the channel 8, 9pm show is so drama!

Gambler: Woah, why is this pig's head here :O
Gambler's wife: -glares at him and goes into the kitchen, comes out with knife-

Yeah she sort of hurled it at him. -.-

--

Mother: I WANT YOU TO DO THIS!
Daughter: I... I will try my best, but I won't -
Mother: -slap- YOU THINK YOU CAN DEFY ME NOW THAT YOU'RE OLD... -usual crap-
Daughter: -glare-
Mother: If you won't do it, I WANT YOU TO LEAVE NOW
Daughter: ... -sad face-
Mother: -throws all her stuff- GOOO!!! GET OUT NOW
Daughter: ... Fine! I'll get out!

What the shit -.-;

GUESS WHAT THE YOUNGER BROTHER JUST SAID!!
Brother: Hey sis. Its not the first time mum hits you, why's your reaction so big?
-___-; Is her reaction big? She didn't move when her mum shouted at her to get lost. What, is she supposed to beg for her mum's forgiveness?
Mediacorp is so ZZZZZZ
What happened to interesting dialogue which makes sense?!

And someone should get Fann Wong a new hairstyle! She'll fit right in 1995.

Speaking of which.

MY HAIR IS ...

Fill in the word!
Frizzy? Weird? Ugly?

WRONG

Answer: GONE

2009-05-30T23:15:00.002+08:00

I SWEAR, I'VE SEEN THAT OLD MAN ON A BUS

Portia and bella were with me, I think!!
We said he looked like Sabitrama (this old dude in maple), but he looks EXACTLY like this.

I was, rather inappropriately, laughing uncontrollably at his cartoony features back then.
And YES, see I'm right, he's actually virtual now :D

Okay that aside.
I REALLY, REALLY WANNA WATCH THIS
:OOO
5 more days until it opens!!

Oh, I've just joined twitter! Kind of weird to have Paris Hilton talking to you but... Haha I'm following all the celebs already :P

yohoho

2009-05-30T17:25:00.004+08:00

To freedom
(Whatever that is)

Edit/disclaimer: I have no idea why I wrote this in such a ~~pompous~~ peculiar manner. Too much lit and english stuff. This post is lengthy and to an extent, unrelated to you and thus, uninteresting.

Today, I'm glad to say that I finally spent my day rotting in front of the tv.
Being 17 does not permit me to do that very often, thanks to the bloody A levels that looms.

I watched Pirates of the Caribbean - Dead man's chest, again.

It's my favorite out of the series. The first one is exciting but I've watched it far too many times, and the third would have been awesome if not for the long and boring (ironically) fighting scene in the end. (Still, loved the part whereby the black pearl flipped :D)

Much as I don't wish for this entry to turn into a spazzing post, I have to reinforce my love for Captain Jack all over again. :D Or, perhaps, Johnny Depp. His wit made his portrayal of Sparrow utterly brilliant, and I think everyone wants to be in his crew. I loved him so much that I drew him at the back of my sketch book. :D (Its probably my most awesome piece. Love pwns all.)

Orlando Bloom is nice to look at once in a while too, though he is nowhere near as cool as the captain. Elizabeth/Keira Knightley is rather fetching - blast her for kissing my beloved, and for her good fortune in being cast in Pride and Prejudice as well, but oh well I love her emotions.

Turning points in the movie are the best ever, as lust and ambition comes into play. Not often do you see the hero seducing his friend's (and perhaps only friend) girl, nor do you often see the girl being tempted as equally. Elizabeth's backstabbing is the ultimate winner, as is her guilt after the deed. Oh, not to mention adding on to Will's inner turmoil, thinking that she really likes Jack...

The new theme in the movie IMO appears to be humanity versus corruption, bravery versus cowardice, and goodness versus malice. Set in the colonial period, we look at the world through the eyes of the (supposed) villains. Can stealing or robbery ever be justified? I don't think Jack Sparrow did much good in the movies, but why do we take his side? (Yes we do, you snob, admit it.) Why are pirates portrayed as heroic? If so, then, is POTC a radical or perhaps satiric movie?

Whatever. It doesn't matter as long as its cool, aye.

Love the Davy jones melody too. If I one day decides to learn to play the organ. (Till now I still think its an awesome pun, what with the fuss over davy jones' heart and all.)

Look at me, I'm pretty, and pretty expensive.

My affinity with POTC doesn't end here.
I have a black pearl of my own. She pulled me through the toughest period of my life (as of yet), and left one day without a trail. Destiny? Coincidence?
She had the same birthday as me.

I love, love, love movies.
They bring me to another world for 100 minutes or so, and I return to reality with more thoughts than ever. Shit, I suddenly remembered that my birthday offer from GV is about to end.

DARN.

Okay quotes :D

The Curse of the Black Pearl

--

Jack Sparrow: You seem somewhat familiar. Have I threatened you before?
Will Turner: I make a point of avoiding familiarity with pirates.

--

Jack Sparrow: I love this song. Really bad eggs. Ooh.
[falls]
Jack Sparrow: When I get the Pearl back, I'm gonna teach it to the whole crew, and we'll sing it all the time.
Elizabeth: And you'll be positively the most fearsome pirates in the Spanish Main.
Jack Sparrow: Not just the Spanish Main, luv. The entire ocean. The entire wo'ld. Wherever we want to go, we'll go. That's what a ship is, you know. It's not just a keel and a hull and a deck and sails, that's what a ship needs but what a ship is... what the Black Pearl really is... is freedom.

--

Jack Sparrow: Parleley, parlelellyleloooo, par le nee, partner, par... snip, parsley...
Ragetti: Parley?
Jack Sparrow: That's the one. Parley. Parley.
Pintel: Parley? Damn to the depths whatever man what thought of "Parley".
Jack Sparrow: That would be the French.

--

Jack Sparrow: Why is the rum gone?
Elizabeth: One: because it is a vile drug that turns even the most respectable men into complete scoundrels. Two: that signal is over a thousand feet high. The entire royal navy is out looking for me, do you think there is even the slightest chance they wont see it?
Jack Sparrow: But why is the rum gone?

--

Barbossa: Why thank ye, Jack.
Jack Sparrow: You're welcome.
Barbossa: Oh, not you. We named the monkey Jack.

--

Dead Man's Chest

--

Elizabeth: There will come a moment when you will have a chance to show it. To do the right thing.
Jack Sparrow: I love those moments. I like to wave at them as they pass by.

--

Jack Sparrow: We are very much alike, you and I, I and you... us.
Elizabeth Swann: Oh. Except for a sense of honor and decency and a moral center. And personal hygiene.
Jack Sparrow: [Sniffs his armpit and looks back] Trifles.

--

Davy Jones: I wonder, Sparrow, can you condemn a innocent man, a friend to a lifetime of servitude in your name while you roam free?
Jack Sparrow: [solemn face] ... Yep, I can live with it.

--

Elizabeth: It's real!
Norrington: You actually were telling the truth.
Jack Sparrow: I do that quite a lot. Yet people are always surprised.
Will Turner: With good reason.

--

At World's End

--

Barbossa: [at a pirate gathering] There's not been a gathering like this in our lifetime.
Jack Sparrow: And I owe them all money.

--

Jack Sparrow: Why should I sail with any of you? Four of you have tried to kill me in the past.
[looks at Elizabeth]
Jack Sparrow: One of you succeeded.

--

Jack Sparrow: Did no one come to save me just because they missed me?

2009-05-29T21:20:00.003+08:00

LAST DAY OF SCHOOL :D

Epic events

Mrs Lim: Samantha, would you like to give it a try? Where is the welfare loss? :)
Sam: Huh @_@; I dunno!! Don't ask meeee~

HAHA she sounds so blonde xD

Chooyi p*nned lecture because she's lazy to walk from one block to the other.

After she told me, I replied one word: "Best"

Jason, dao yuan and huaqing are going fencing together.

They have so much in common.

Hsinfang says that she is like a butterfly... which turned into a caterpillar because of someone. Then it started to change into a cocoon due to depression (pfft), and she eventually emerged as a butterfly again.

Yes, it doesn't really make sense - so Digimon-ish. Don't ask.

-

My school life is almost too interesting!

Oh yea congratulations to meiling for being welfare rep :D
I didn't get my post but that's alright, totally expected @_@;
Supposed to go for tkd dinner but I'm so broke

Holidays holidays holidays :D:D:D

To do:
MUG
Do PW
Meet up with chewfei, soph and yingling
Zi Ao's hse - sleepover :D
Sparex camp :O (this tkd sparring thingy, damn zai)
Read wide sargasso sea!!

I want to earn money as well, but I have like NO TIME HOMG :(

upside down

2009-05-28T21:17:00.006+08:00

I'm so geeky!! I was a bit bored so...

Quite hard to make leh! But first attempt so... its not very perfect :(
Can't really tell that it says "hsinfang".

Editted!
YAY NICE

Ah so chio :D At first I wondered if I should add in the long line thingy but then if I don't, my Y will look like a u :(

He asked me to make also haha! He says mine is chio-er but I think this one is Angels and Demons worthy :O :O

~~Next up: Alina!~~ Yay done

I'm quite talented hor hor hor :D

2009-05-26T22:50:00.002+08:00

Went for dinner at BK (causeway) with zi ao and samuel, and I was kena niao-ed like maddd >:(
I think my IQ decreased by 50 at one shot, and I said a lot of stupid things

No matter what I say they can also twist it by saying
"Zai lor, h**ch*ng lor, can (insert action) lor"

Actions they suaned me for:
use chinese
have big pencilcase
niao others (clarification: I didn't)
hand in last minute work

And other insensible things!
It was more amusing than offensive to me (yeah considering how much school pride I have).

I still wanna go to school tomorrow though.

OH! I realized something!
Samuel's english sounds like xiaoyao's, but lower. o.O

2009-05-26T13:39:00.002+08:00

Tuesday is awesome

I didn't go to school today.
On purpose.
My dad let me.
He thinks its sports day.
My mum wouldn't have.
She's in China.
I'm eating maggie mee for lunch.
But its damn nice.

Today when the bus came, I stood up and...
Walked home :D

Didn't feel like going. If I go school must chiong in again, and in case I'm late - why give the school another chance to add on to my demerit points -.-

But I still dunno why I act cool by waiting for the bus to come then leave.

Still wearing contacts o_o

2009-05-25T17:47:00.003+08:00

dont speak
follow me
if only this is eternity

I'm mad at the school.
Again.

A random teacher said that my skirt is short. (I didn't fold or do anything.)
-.-;They want me to lengthen it. And I got a demerit point for that. Screw them lahhhh

My blog is turning into a venting machine :(

The only lesson that's vaguely fun today was during GP, whereby Jason and Evelyn read out sections from each other's blogs, much to my amusement :D

History was amusing since Mr Quek sang Reflection from Mulan (: Love that song, but its sadly emo.

2009-05-25T00:13:00.003+08:00

Everytime I drink coffee I feel insane and I blog at least thrice.

THIS IS PROOF O_O

Anyway, caffeine gives me this bubble of happiness. Oh, today I downed 2 cups of coke too. Darn.

Just now I was telling Evelyn how worried I am for fish Don, but I suddenly remembered that it wasn't at the class bench on Sat and I feel so much happier =3=

Ahh I'm so hyper now I need to find work to do! Maybe I'll finish my econs essay? Or should I read TTOTS? Or should I do Math 5a?

Nevermind econs is more urgent :X

LALALA

♥

2009-05-24T20:05:00.001+08:00

(credits to hsinfang for telling me about it)

photos in may

2009-05-24T13:21:00.008+08:00

Decided to post photos instead of ramble.

Music turned adorable.

Polaroid!

Weird-ass four-sixers!

Portia's awkward smile and random people behind o.o

Finally with some prize-winners :D

Sam pretends to be tall o.o

Yes, the white speck there is the moon! :D This is the view from my bus stop (stalk me if you want :P).

Nanyang when I went back to visit kuo. (:

Meet don, my class' new gold fishie :D
OMG I WONDER WHO'S FEEDING IT ON WEEKENDS?

09A16 people caught in seat-seeking action!

Amazing hor!! This is such a nice photo :D

B-boys caught mid-roll. Or is it b-boy??

Funny moment :D

Dance night was fun to watch but quick to forget. Worth watching though, loved the dance with all the roses (: Creepy but still.

Need to go library to renew my books. Bleh to library fines.

school or schmuck

2009-05-22T19:13:00.002+08:00

There are only five people online. o_o;

Anyway, today was pretty alright. Sam didn't come again, and I failed another math test.
I'm very, very sick of failing! Everytime I fail, something dies inside.
And to think that I thought the test wasn't so hard! T_T
Note to self: study more -.- (I pay attention in class okay)

But I did quite well for econs, according to Mrs Lim. Yeah at least something paid off from the library trips -.-

Right now, I'm frustrated with quite a lot of things!
I really need my holiday to catch up on stuff. All those unwatched Bleach episodes! All those DBSK shows! All those books!!! All those revision!!!!!!!

roar x.x back to studies again...
I can pass if I want to!
AND RIGHT NOW, I DO
I'M NOT GOING TO FAIL MY BLOCK TESTS
yes, watch me

=.=;

2009-05-21T21:37:00.002+08:00

Previously, I...

Terrorized ex-teachers with horrific memories (of them teaching me) during Combined Sports Meet 2009
Took loads of retarded photos (and got pissed off in the process, thanks to a certain girl from apollo)
Spent a whole afternoon looking for a handphone pouch in Orchard road - to no avail
Played on my handphone (Cooking Mama) during Council Investiture (which I didn't believe in, at all)
Had the longest break from 1030-1330, then an 1 hour lesson (for the whole dayyy)
Ended up buying a cigarette case from 77th street (earlier just now)

Too tired, CIAO

belief

2009-05-18T20:54:00.003+08:00

Angels and Demons

The movie obscured many gripping ideas in the book, but overall it was a success. People going to see the movie must pay full attention to what the actors are saying - a passing comment could be key to you getting the movie, or not.

Scenery and props are amazing, exactly as the book described (and as I perceived it). (: Vatican city is so gorgeous ♥

One day I'll go there for novelty's sake.

Watching the movie reminds me of Kolkata's Victoria Memorial :(

The Angel of Victory is perched at the top :D

Ah well I love churches D:
Organs are great for all those gothic songs! And they're hugeee.

OKAY STOP. Back to the movie.

Tom Hanks was quite convincing - and irritable, like Langdon was supposed to be. Vetra was a bit... useless in the movie, merely being a pretty sidekick. The twist about the fourth cardinal would have been surprising if Sam hadn't spoiled it for me. xD

Themes explored were the same, science and religion, religion and science, blahblah. I'm inclined towards neither, seeing that I have no religion and that I dropped triple science. Maybe there can be religion in science and vice versa. I don't really believe in the spread of religion though. Firsly, if man is really so ignorant, then how can we pretend to understand God? If each of us is entitled to our own beliefs, who are we to persuade others?

Religion can also be a buffer for our obvious lack of reasons for our own existence. We can't accept that things just happen - we must attribute some significance to our presence. Or it is more comforting to know that somewhere, somehow, things are being taken care of, and we can just take things as they come. 'Cest la vie.

Maybe I'm being too cynical (I can imagine an old man shaking his head at me - "ah, what a fool! technology accelerating the erosion of faith.." and counting down to the end of the world) but like Langdon says, maybe we're "not meant to understand it".

Overall, Angels and Demons is definitely worth watching. Flow of plot is much better than the Da Vinci Code.
Hsinfang who hated the book but dragged along by me was intrigued by the movie. Minimal gore though, but much lesser than the likes of Saw. (Expected since there's no rating)

Next, I want to watch Up and Subaru :DDD

OHHH

Rest of the pics on facebook :D

hatred in verse

2009-05-17T22:50:00.004+08:00

Oh; why do I hate you so?

You're against everything I believe in
You're so thick that its not funny
You're the reason I wanna sleep in
To avoid seeing you in the morning

Oh! why do you exist?

I can't be bothered to correct your sins
I think I'm mean but you think you're king
I stand by and watch while you fail to see
That my cringes and frowns all mean something

Please!
Go drown yourself
I hope you can see this
but you're too stupid to read

unlimited wants

2009-05-16T22:24:00.005+08:00

How to get the phone you want - cheap

I walk into the 2nd hand phone shop. It was quite crowded, being a friday night. There were a few ah bengs and a sec school girl with her mum.
I go in, looking unconcerned. (Learning Point 1: Look uninterested)

JY in elitist mode
Uncle: Yes can I help you?
He looks clever and shrewd. Dang. I must look smarter. (Wearing my school uni helps.)
Me: -points to phone- F480 - how much? (Learning Point 2: Be direct)
Uncle: 330.

Oh no, his reply is quite fast. He sounds so experienced - sign number one that I will lose money.
Actually, hoping that he's easy to ... um, fool is wishful thinking. No matter!!

Me: Warranty?
Uncle: Its unfilled -
Me: -cuts in- But how long is it?
Uncle: Hmm? Let me check...
Meanwhile, girl and mum look a bit stoned. I pretend to look at other phones (boring, non-touchscreen ones).

Uncle: Warranty two years wor.
Me: ... -eyes the box- Is it new?
Uncle: -chuckles- Of course not! If its-
Me: -cuts in again- Used for how long?
Uncle: A few days only! At most a week-
Me: -points at the other F480- What about that one?
Uncle: Oh, that one is old. A year maybe.

I ponder for a while, then ask:
Me: Can trade in?
Uncle: Can!
Me: 6120c, how much? -takes out phone- (Learning Point 3: be/ACT informed)
Uncle: Around 100...
Me: Even with scratches?
Uncle: -takes phone from me- Mmm, around 80?
Me: No charger.
Uncle: Harh!! Then I have to minus more leh
Me: Can I take my memory card?
Uncle: Take lor

He hands me the F480 and I fidget with it.

Uncle: -opens and checks battery- Oh! China-made?
Me: Mm.
Uncle: !!!!!! Why this phone don't have camera?
[Girl at the side: Ah? I know this phone! Its the 61-something... My friend's one also no camera leh]
Uncle: Cannot be, this phone should have camera one! Aiyo, ppl buy this phone for the camera leh... Mei mei (aka me), cannot like that la...
Me: ...

I panicked. If he refused to take in my phone then I can't afford the F480.

JY activates nice mode!

Me: Ya don't have, but 3G not important lah. -smile- (Learning Point 4: Be nice.)
Uncle: Ah?! How can like that... If that's the case -
Me: UNCLE! Can laaaa. Last time I got come and buy things one leh!
Uncle: HAHA now you're talking about ties ah!! (Learning Point 5: Talk loyalty)
Me: Ya, next time I will surely come back what :D
[In the bg - girl's mum: Oh, so made in china then don't have camera is it... China and local got dif ahhh]
Me: Uncle, I buy now can?
Uncle: Can~!
Me: How much ah?
Uncle: Hmm... You take away everything already, 270 la.
Me: 250 lah! I just nice have 250 D: (Learning Point 6: "no change"!)
Uncle: 260!
Me: Uncle~~~ (Learning Point 7: pout) 256 can? I have 6 bucks... Can la!
Uncle: Cannot cannot
Me: Aiyo uncle, a few dollars only leh
Uncle: -takes money from my hands- Okay lah!! Aiyo

Why I Rock $$$
I bought my PSP for 260, and I sold it for 310. :D
My phone is worth $518 in M1 and I spent $256 HAHAHA!
And I traded in my china 2G phone for 74 bucks.
GO ME.

god of war

2009-05-16T21:51:00.004+08:00

Yes, so 4 A13 people got into ares fac comm.
Yes, its a bit unfair.
Yes, so you didn't get your activity ic/pub ic/whatever shit, and missed the chance to boost your portfolio.
Yes, it might have been fun.

So what?
Do you really want to serve the school so much, or are you simply being a sour grape?

I'm sitting on the fence again.
Its a bit fishy how so many members should come from the same class as the fac head; yet Andrea didn't seem like the kind who would be biased. I trust her judgement.

We would never know the truth anyway; so why waste time flooding the tagboard with another meaningless spam war? Aresians are so dramatic - fight fight fight all day, not tired meh!

Instead of criticizing the system in such a hot-headed manner, we should voice our doubts like true intellectuals and wait for the new fac com members to prove themselves, in order to dispel rumors of bias.

Andrea, I hope you remembered my comment during the interview about how we should regulate the tagboard messages. :P

Just now:

TOHHF says:
sian man
another tagboard war
jy says:
how apt
god of war

new phone!

2009-05-16T00:14:00.003+08:00

Yes, gawk. :) Its prettier in real life though! ♥
SMS me your numbers, 406ers!!

Anyway! I'm very pissed with two classmates right now.
One thinks its better than the rest and the other ... doesn't think.
I can't believe how two-faced people are!!
The fact that I still speak to them shows that I'm two-faced too. At least I don't do the despicable things they do. -.-;

And you think you're beyond all that
Psh go think again

2009-05-13T21:50:00.002+08:00

Thanks Alina for the cake :D
Today, I'm so glad that everything is OVER! :DDD
Oh. I still need to pay tribute to my psp :(
(I think my entry is a bit confusing haha!)

Thursday is coming again. Thursday is ULTRASLACKDAY, aka 2.5h break day. (Yes be jealous you.) So I can save my homework for tomorrow.

Okay this post is completely and utterly pointless.

Bah.

killers all round

2009-05-11T11:45:00.003+08:00

Sweeny Todd: the demonic barber of fleet street

Interestingly morbid.
The way it is written suggests that murder wasn't uncommon.
Evelyn sort of shrieked (as loudly as she can, in a library) when she saw it and disapproved haha!
I borrowed it 'cos I only saw the ending on it on the plane. Been wanting to watch the whole thing but didn't have the guts, so I'm reading it. D: Haven't finished - only at the intro, still, haha!

(OH, I saw this article about a girl who ... Argh too gruesome to say. But murderers who kill people and post it on lj?! Click here.)

Anyway I feel accomplished - yesterday I did math and pw in the library and borrowed 4 books! Lol I finished one of it and returned it immediately, so now I'm left with 3... A chinese romance, Adrian mole and Sweeny Todd.

Adrian is such a loser! I dunno if to feel sympathy or distaste for him. Yeah perhaps that's what Sue Townsend intended. She loves writing about society though; I bought The Queen and I from India 'cos the cover was cute - and realized it was a satire of the Britain monarchy. Best. However it was quite funny, albeit uninteresting for a 15 year-old.

Now I feel like watching a movie, but I dunno which to choose again.
POTC, maybe :D

2009-05-10T21:19:00.002+08:00

Thoughts after reading a taiwanese chick flick.
In a relationship...
Would his past matter to you?

Are you a replacement, or are you insecure?
Does playing second fiddle - to something that no longer exists, even - matter?

If it doesn't, then does that make someone desperate?
If it does, then are you an unrealistic romantic?

Questions, questions..

Do my quiz and fail! Don't despair, it is only to be expected. If you pass, I love you already :D

of words and so on

2009-05-10T01:12:00.004+08:00

I opened my cut again! :(

Whilst changing my plaster, the skin got ripped off (surprise, surprise) and blood flowed out like mad. It was as if I didn't put medicine/wear a plaster at all; like the start when I first cut it.

Yeah, so what if I cut my middle and fourth finger while slacking on the table tennis table! D:

Anyway, just now I went to visit Hsinfang after her flea market thingy.
She bought -ahem-vodka-ahem- and it tasted like cough medicine. Then she started to act all crazy and saying that she's not drunk (yes, like what all the other drunks say).

HF: What would happen to the flower if I put it in the [cherry] vodka?
JY: -looks at her incredulously- It would turn red!
HF: -shocked- Oh ya!!!! -laughs uncontrollably-

If you spot the pun, good for you and keep reading.

We walked around (without money), bought carnations for our mums, and got on the train. Then she started being all emo and stuff, and...

JY: Here's a quote (reads from Me and Mr Darcy by Alexandra Potter): "To you I shall say, as I have often said before, 'Do not be in a hurry, the right man will come at last'." - Jane Austen.
HF: I want the left man! :( -being lame-
JY: He's not the only one left!
HF: O.O HAHAHAHAHA

And I got home and cut my finger :(

Anyway, Me and Mr Darcy was quite a read.

The story wasn't amazing, but the way Potter interlaced the plot with the protagonist's reading of the original text (Pride & Prejudice, if you don't know) was rather interesting. However it sort of foreshadows what would come next, so it was like... having someone sms you about a surprise I guess? Nothing gripped me in the book, but it was not unlike a magnetic draw. The subplot is terrible since her best friend, Stella, is a total idiot; and also far too easily persuaded for anything to be meaningful. Similarities with P&P are hit and miss, with no obvious significance or relevance. Overall, not a bad book, but not worth analyzing after reading once.

It did made me realize some things though.
Illusions are not worth chasing. Sink in the moment, but remember to leave it where its supposed to belong. Sometimes we forget this, neglect reality and focus on the 'what-if's.
This doesn't only apply to ideal love, but also ideal lifestyles.
Not limited to literature lovers - role-playing game addicts are also victims of this. They find themselves stuck so deeply in their own imagination, that going back to their normal lives become difficult, even paintful.

Call me practical, maybe its the side-effect of living in Singapore for so long.
There's nothing wrong with believing in romance.
There's something not right when someone hangs on to the belief obstinately, and force themselves to block out what can only happen.

Oh, while I am talking about literature...

I don't like a certain teacher. :/
She's proud of the fact that she's grim-faced and traditionally obsolete, insisting that "literature is a discipline". That I don't disagree with, but she's taking a rather extreme (in my opinion, unnecessary) approach to teaching. I quote, from the first day, "I am not here to make friends with you. I am here to teach."

Will it be so terrible to smile at least once?

She seems to take pleasure in pretending (I hope, since no one can be so twisted) to be evil. Which is rather odd, I think. Her methods seem to focus on the element of fear (who isn't scared of her? not exactly of her to be specific, but her authority) instead of the more positive aspects (e.g. encouragement, anyone?). Also, she makes fun of students who ask her questions by being sarcastic and condescending intentionally, which really, isn't the best way to deal with 17 year-olds in 2009. Respect we know, but how about doing it mutually?

I can think of someone similar.

Ms Lee Shan Shan. :)

thursday.

2009-05-07T20:50:00.004+08:00

Happy birthday Evelyn :DDD
You're part of the reason I manage to go to school everyday! Life would be terrible without you :)
Don't think/daydream too much, you're 17 already HAHA
♥♥♥

Today is full of ups and downs. D:
I want to crush 961 buses. -murderous glare-

I am, on the other hand, drinking coke. :D -ignores your possible looks of disgust-

TKD event and econs ilp presentation tomorrow. :(

I have some embarrassing things about portia and hsinfang to spread but I shall not because they implored me not to. :P I need to accumulate good karma to chase away my stinky luck.

Random thoughts in the shower

Our happiness value is based on how we view life.

Some people expect others to be at there beck and call.
Some people just want others to notice them.
Some people want to be exempted from everything.
Some people prefer to live life to its fullest.
Some people need to eat premium steak once a week.
Some people survive on bread.
Some people take cabs to go home - because the weather is hot.
Some people just want the freaking 961 to come faster.

Haha each of them describes someone I know. :)

OH YES SHIT I NEED TO DO GPP. K THANKS BYE

you won't get swine flu, piggg!

2009-05-06T20:33:00.010+08:00

(my title puns!)

I'm quite stupefied by the people of Iraq.

I quote from the Straits Times (link here):
BAGHDAD - IRAQI authorities have killed three wild boars at Baghdad's zoo because of swine flu fears. Dr. Sabah Jassim Mozan, head of the Agriculture Ministry's veterinary unit, says the animals were killed on Saturday as a precaution against the spread of swine flu. But international health experts say the virus is not transmitted by pigs. Iraq has no documented cases of swine flu.

Firstly, are boars and pigs the same?
Secondly, why are they killing them when its not even transmitted by pigs?
Thirdly, Iraq doesn't even have documented cases of swine flu -.-;

This is just infuriating.
Are people just stupid or what?!

Which part of "not transmitted by pigs" do they not understand?
Does the Egyptian government enjoy making losses? :/

Also read: Cops that steal animals, Sex in politics

A few days ago I realized that STOMP is a great way to see how dumb (and free) Singaporeans are.

E.g. articles on how teenagers frolick in playgrounds (what's new), how couples shamelessly hug in public (yawn), how ACS people putting their school flags near dustbins are disrespectful (who cares), how someone saw a rainbow - and found it symbolic (yeah right, i find inspiration in the shape of my toenails too), how wall painting is awesome (surprise!! this has existed since walls were constructed, ala the era of The Last Supper), how army men's uniform shouldn't be hang outside as its 'disrespectful' (then hang where?)...

I told hsinfang and we both wonder - WHY ARE THESE EVEN ARTICLES?! These people should go and flood a forum.
Even the poll in "Youthphoria" is as dumb and superficial as ever:

In which campus can you find the best looking babes and hunks?

Polytechnics

Junior Colleges

Universities

Private Institutions

Um yeah, I think that's really important! /sarcasm

Adults today seem to think quite lowly of teenagers, don't you think? Yeah, they probably don't need us to think about unimportant global issues. :)

---

Too serious, eh! I shall talk about my ~~boring~~ life!

Today after school and interviews me, hsinfang, suhuan and portia went to macs to eat ice-cream, then went to Cold Storage. I bought a stick of pork (HA!) and jolly shandy (which sucked). Portia said suddenly, "Last time, I thought carlsberg was garlsheng."

EPIC RIGHT!
She claims that its the font's fault...

Hmm ;D

The night of POOP at the Esplanade! Spot evelyn :D She wore a jacket which looked like Jason's, and ...
Jason: Yay now we look like twins!
Evelyn: -stop walking- Who wanna be twins with you!?
LOL

The view up there was very good too :D

That's the moon!
At instances like this, I really wish I own a DSLR - or at least xiaxue's semi one :(

My phone's camera works very well in sunlight, though. See:

Not bad right! The weather is perfect in April :/

Yesterday was bright too :D

I didn't look when I took this photo, YES IT WAS THAT BRIGHT

Ending with THIS! Muahaha portia lim is going to hate me after today :)

Last quotes!
JY: You can taste a bit of alcohol only
Portia: ... I don't know if I should buy -looks at jolly shandy-
JY: Why not?
Portia: What if I get drunk on the way back?

boredom's wrath

2009-05-03T14:54:00.003+08:00

Wrote this in a whim. Nothing new, just random lines dumped together pretending to be a poem. The last four lines don't go, but that's the point - persona breaks down there.

Octets for my Loved

Counting days
From the one you first appeared
Just my luck
To trade my heart for sadness
I don't ask
Since I might not get an answer
Please take me
We can leave this place forever

I don't care
If you'd only love another
Lie to me
Like you've never cheated in years
Why, oh why
Is my heart left so shattered
Please, just leave
Me to cry myself a river

All they say
Is that I'll find someone better
Who knows why
Or what I'm waiting for here
Dreams aren't real
'Lest you wake me from my slumber
Please don't say
You can't stay alive without her

How long has it been, my dear,
That you've longed for her?
Tell me if she's just better
Or does she have more tears?

2009-05-02T10:49:00.003+08:00

Bday - bad day? best day? birth day

I'm eating what's left of my chocolate cake from Sam & bf, Houyin, and Evelyn :D
Its so nice ♥

Anyway, yesterday's bowling was very fun! Even though my score was terrible - I got 34 :P But still first attempt what! Heheh but evelyn got a strike -.- And she got 52 points! Haiyo Sam's bf was darn pro also, striked too :( I wanna go back next time! (Rachel are you proud of me xD)

Kallang is too far though, got any cheap and good bowling places to recommend?

Oh! Thanks for all the birthday smses people, I think this is the most I've had in years? But a lot of people's numbers weren't recognized - I replied thanks anyway ._.

I went to eat Ajisen's for dinner - fourth time this year! My brother told me some shocking news while we were eating. He's insane.

I didn't cut my second birthday cake 'cos no one really felt like it. And then I watched Survivor - which was totally @_@; then went to bed. I dreamt of a cute guy that I have never met. O_o Haha last birthday gift perhaps!

And so! Thus concludes my 17th birthday.
I'm so old .__.; Srsly.

17th

2009-04-30T23:52:00.004+08:00

World peace et cetera

Is it ironic to watch a play about death on the eve of your birthday?

POOP was nice and emotional, but I didn't cry.
It was too morbid. Thanks to Mr Wong, I ended up interpreting the pauses more than feeling the tears of the actors. I loved the mother's role though, even though she was the most serious one throughout the play. Use of props were excellent. The father's role wasn't very developed - he ended up being creepy instead of in-depth, like the other characters.

Oh well, its ... a celebration of life. Without age we can't appreciate youth; without evil we can't differentiate the good; without death we can't cherish life.

I just spent the last minute of my 16 year-old self being philosophical.
Ah, happy 17th to me (:

where's my happy ending

2009-04-29T20:23:00.004+08:00

Inactivity versus Peace

I think blogging is paradoxical. You want to vent your frustrations to people yet fear that the person would read it.

Right now I'm not happy with a lot of things in my life!
I have no idea how I'm going to survive JC. Everyday just happens.
I go to school, I hate 961, I see the teacher talking and nobody listens, I frown at the odd people, I fail some more tests and quizzes, I'm bored after school, I walk around looking for people, I talk to the same friends over the same topics, I go home alone in the end, I eat dinner alone 'cos everyone finished already.

ENTPs need stimulation. I'm getting none of that right now.
LIFE IS SO BORING YOU WON'T BELIEVE IT.

Which is why I have nothing to blog about. Everyday is the same. Sometimes interesting things happen, such as houyin waving to me excessively from his bus while eating out of a loaf of bread (how poor can he get -.-), and daoyuan reading Alice in Wonderland from his iphone and writing down difficult words (such as 'morbid'), and melwee sticking her tongue at me and looking very angry for no reason (crazy woman)...

Okay fine, my life is sort of interesting. Its so interesting that it's turning boring!
Sam (talking to bf on phone): Hello?? Why did you hold my call? Whatttt?! Are you hiding something from me?! WHY ARE YOU TALKING SO softly...?! Huh? Oh okay love you bye!

She doesn't think she's possessive :D She reminds me strongly of Inyoung of We Got Married :P

-

Me being philosophical in the shower:
Sometimes, we have to learn to work within society's boundaries.
Being radical and a social delinquent is all very cool and all, but it doesn't remove any shit from the road.

-

THE DAY AFTER TOMORROW
I feel so old!

haiku!

2009-04-28T20:43:00.002+08:00

Can't blog now because,
I've VBC and history!
Wish me luck you all :)

(tag me a haiku too :D)

300

2009-04-25T12:19:00.003+08:00

POST #300.

Updates on my life:
- Watched 17 again (not bad at all)
- Watched Handsome Suit (tacky, ruined by eugene's spoilers and hsinfang's winces - I have no idea what she's complaining about, oh the irony :P)
- Had a free cone :D
- Watched NYCO's syf (congrats again ^^)
- Borrowed more money (broke... again)
- Watched huangcheng

-

Huangcheng was quite grand. :)
In terms of the set and characters. There were 3 acts in total.

I liked the first act, 影, the most. Characters were more in-depth and even the secondary characters were well-developed. Stage directions were good and the set & lighting were haunting to great effect. :) More ideas should be explored though, the debate in the show seems to focus on whether the guy is justified in his actions instead of the problems and results of bullying. We all know that in court, if you plead insanity, your charges will be lessened. Insane people who murder are confined - what more is there to say?

我的爷爷爱吃 bah chor mee is rather touching, but the twist wasn't unexpected. The girl is rather two-dimensional, sadly - but at least she didn't steal the show. The mini-story in it made the act heart-warming instead of downright creepy. Think Ghost Whisperer. Nice HDB flats in the background, though - that was totally awesome.

轮回 is just cliched. The staging directions were the best though, perhaps in courtesy of Chen Lili laoshi. There were 5 scenes in the act. The 2nd one, whereby the main characters were to 喝汤, is rather ethereal thanks to the dry ice - the most amazing display I've seen yet. But the scenes which followed were stupid, like badly scripted channel 8 shows.

-

It comes down to how much you believe in yourself.
Being in love lowers your IQ by 70%.

Once you know you're humping a scotchtape holder, get off it.
Or you'll get cut in the end.

2009-04-23T22:25:00.003+08:00

I think I have some sort of deficiency in expressing my thoughts properly.

Which is why I rely on short verses of emo.

the shattering

2009-04-23T21:44:00.002+08:00

Someone sew my lips
I won't need them again
Read into my silence & fill in the blanks
Anyone, needles and thread?

weh-ners-dei.

2009-04-22T19:47:00.005+08:00

Teenage Life or Crashing Dreams?

Young adult.
What a nice sounding phrase!
Young adult.
Most of the time, it is about how your paths get blocked.
One by one.
Things you envision would happen...
Won't.
Young adult.
What a nice sounding phrase!
Young adult.
You discover how the world really functions... the hard way.

Why is failure so common?

One way or another, we cannot have everything in life.
Ups and downs, blah blah blah.
We watch the world spin.
We question everything.
But who cares?

Its not tested!

Young adult.
What a nice sounding phrase.

-

I'm so tired! TKD was fun though.
There's (GASPOMGHOW) napfa which I suck at tomorrow!! :/ Wish me luck! Zzz

Lastly, to certain people:
Watch what you say.
I can't be bothered to rant anymore.

Try thinking about other people's feelings!
(I'm working on it too)

Maybe I should just accept meanness as part of hwachong. -.-
Yeah harmony doesn't come easy -roll eyes-

in perspective

2009-04-21T20:47:00.004+08:00

fly to the ___ and ______ it clean

Congratulations, NYCO for achieving Gold with Honours :D
It doesn't come easy! Love fellow dizions ♥

Virtual Business Challenge - Behind the scenes

Me: What the heck's algorithm?! Aiya anyhow do lah (1st day)

Me: Haha, can you imagine if we really start a business! :/
CX: HAHAHHAA YA! We'll be like, "let's dao our company for a few months". (2nd day)

Meiling: I'm not sure of what to do! :X (3rd day)

CX: VBC HOW?! (4th day)

... (5th day - inactivity)

GUESS WHAT! We like that also can get into semi-finals!
We were in debt of 50 million I think. I refuse to check it now :X

And now, I must learn to be committed!

Test after test after test
Someone wants to see me break
I shouldn't give them the satisfaction right?

why i miss nanyang.

2009-04-20T21:50:00.003+08:00

You're my only drug
turning into all I've got
You're absolutely terrible
Please return me my heart

Boys are hard to understand!
Really, guys are from mars and girls from venus; there is just no common wave-length.

Especially for me, it is extra frustrating!
I like to analyze people's behavior and it satisfies me when I am able to decode a person's actions; but guys just add another factor to my formula:

Testosterone.

They believe in competing; they believe in being the best; they believe in undermining others to get to the top.
Seriously, cat fights are nothing compared to what guys get up to. They scheme, they lie, they plot, they threaten, they fight.

I'm not saying that girls don't do these things, nor that they are better. Just saying that...
well, its unexpected. After not coming into frequent contact with them for around 4 years? (I beg your pardon, its justified for me to have unrealistic expectations after so long.)

Guys are straight-forward. They tell each other their thoughts right to the face.
Without censorship.
What can the victims do?
Get protection, of course. Put up a front of low self-esteem. Be common, fade into the crowd. Be funny. Or ... be equally mean.

The worst case is to be defensive.
It will only draw more negative attention as the bullies find themselves a new target.

Not that the bullies are any more assured than the rest.
Everyone is paranoid. Everyone is afraid of what others think or perceive.

We are consistently being judged.
Judged by teachers, by schoolmates, by parents, by strangers.
For our results, our things, our behavior, our looks.

We've learnt that schools function like a mini-societies to prepare us for the real world.

Such is school; hence such is life.

(SUCH A SMOKY WORLD)

ZZZ!

2009-04-19T12:32:00.005+08:00

ZZZ
Ares Faculty Outing
17th April '09

:D Ultimate fun!

I didn't wear pyjamas but...

Hee! We ♥ our schools.
Those who cannot see the point of the image above... you're officially an idiot :D

Happy people!

From the photo you can see people queuing for food on the second floor. D: The catered food wasn't bad IMO. Before this photo we tried to take a jump shot, but somehow hsinfang tripped and everyone o____o;, so we decided to simply take a normal photo that doesn't involve embarrassment :D

Pardon the awkward expressions on jing2, me and sam :P
Night-time ftw!

Eugene and friend are mad. Srsly.

They left that thing on the stage.

Regardless of hsinfang's protests, I find pooh kind of cute :)

Stupid charades -.-

Fac hunks and babes :)
KK's pjs are so o_o;

Overall it was quite fun! Throughout the night I'm in fear of the gigantic ball (around 1.5m in diameter) hitting my head D: Seriously, it bounced on my head twice already! Though its not painful, its very shocking hahah!

The performances weren't bad, I liked Preston and Nicole's one (they danced/singed Insomnia, which was the song chooyi forced me to listen to) and Chewfei's singing! Rachel's singing was nice also. :)

And I shan't talk about the bad perfs :D
(But I cringed for one-third of the night!)

Today when I woke up, it was already 11 - SAM'S FLIGHT TIME D:
She's on the plane now!

Edit: Hsinfang says its at night :O

Bon voyage :D ♥

say cheese

2009-04-18T21:25:00.006+08:00

Photography is man's shameless way of trying to preserve visual beauty.

Artsy snobs debate over whether photography is a form of art, as it doesn't involve creation.
Then liberals insist that art isn't about creating anything, but about expression.

What can be judged about photography?
The completeness of the scene captured? Or the perspective of the photographer, which depends on what is left out instead? What about manipulation of the camera and appropriate techniques, then?

Photography is an unfair form of art.
It depends largely on the capital you have (camera and specs), and the artistic appeal of the object you photograph (which in most circumstances owe nothing to you).

Your snapshots can be interpreted as artistic regardless of your intentions.

For instance, a random photo from a bus taken by me and my lousy 2MP phone camera:

I love photography.

When memories fade, they are all that's left.

Such a smoky world

2009-04-18T15:26:00.004+08:00

Sid finds something!

The song on the left rocks. :D

このままだと自分だけじゃなくてこの世界壊れるだろう
信頼できないデカい未来　夢はあるけど...
ケムリに包まれた犠牲者が魂込めて叫んでいる
世の中を汚染する憎いヤツら
目には見えない涙を流してる

♥
Brings to mind the image of a new adventure! ^^

One Ok Rock

Bah, what a boring picture ala DBSK.

Much better.

The band name was actually "one o'clock", which was the time they used to practise (since they had school). It's still pronounced that way though!

Alex (the angmoh I presume) screwed up recently by "touching a woman's thigh" for around 5 minutes on a train at 8am when he was going home. He was arrested for molestation charges... So dumb right -.-; He claimed he was drunk and the woman was his type. ROFL!!

But who cares, let's just focus on their music :D

Edit: They collaborated with big bang too! o.o

transition to weekends

2009-04-18T01:12:00.003+08:00

Checkmate.

Recently I've discovered some very screwed-up organizations.
"Life is a chessboard; we are the pawns."
A cliched expression - yet sometimes so true. The question is, who is the player?
Some organizations put up a successful and glamorous front; but are actually rotten internally. (Not pin-pointing anyone, but I've worked in two such places before! :/)

The society functions around schemes. If somehow we are at their dispense, there is nothing much to be done.
I swear that if I don't get my pay, I will sue you.

I found this yesterday:

Ten Rules to Live By to Achieve ENTP Success

1. Feed Your Strengths! Realize your gift of seeing past the obvious brings you a great capacity to reward yourself and others through your cleverness. Make sure you engage in activities and which can expose this potential at its most valuable level.

2. Face Your Weaknesses! We all have weaknesses. Recognizing your weaknesses for what they are (without beating yourself up) will give you the power to change your life for the better.

3. Talk Through Your Perceptions. Discussing what you see with others will them understand where you are coming from, and offer you the chance to discover the ways in which their input can balance your ideas.

4. Relax and Enjoy the View. Take the time to consider what you have, the gifts life has already brought to you. Try and discover the value and importance of those constant day to day things which support and nourish you.

5. Be Aware of Others Understand that everyone has their own lives and their own perspectives. Everyone has something to offer. Try to identify people's personality type.

6. Recognize Norms and Structures Are Necessary. Remember that without the support and constancy of others, no-one can follow their dreams. The path you walk was laid by others, each of its stepping stones created to fulfill a different part of the human need for constancy and security. Without this support structure, you cannot go far.

7. Get Out of Your Comfort Zone Understand that the only way to grow is to get outside of your comfort zone. If you're feeling uncomfortable in situation because it seems to be going nowhere, that's good! That's an opportunity for growth.

8. Identify and Express Your Feelings You may have a hard time understanding your feelings. It's important that you try to figure this out. Don't let people down. If you determine that you value a person, tell them so every time you think of it. This is the best way to make them feel secure in your affections, and so to promote a long-lasting relationship.

9. Be Accountable for Yourself Remember that no one has more control over your life than you have. Don't be a victim.

10. Assume the Best, But Be Wary. Your positive attitude nearly always creates positive situations. Just remember: to make them lasting and worthwhile you must build them on solid, carefully planned foundations.

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Most of the above I've already known.

Especially number 6. I used to like challenging various systems; try to push the limit and see if I would get into trouble. Now I'm tamed and tired of all these child's play. What's the point of skipping a lesson? In the end I have to catch up with my friends about it later, and its more troublesome. What's the point of sleeping in a lesson? Sooner or later the things discussed would come out in a test, and I would risk failing it if I didn't spend extra time studying. Et cetera.

Number 8 - I don't like to be whiny, full stop. People who whine without doing anything about it are irritating and ... unattractive. :/ I won't despise them per se, but most of the time I'll tell them to do something about it, or at least to keep them from overthinking the matter. IMO, others give me looks of sympathy when I 'emo', which kind of sucks. Most of the time I keep to myself until I can find someone to share it with, or until I post something emo on my blog and wait for it to pass.

Will talk about fac outing tomorrow! Too tired now.

Lastly...
My PW group rocks :)

2009-04-15T23:11:00.003+08:00

Is it because of the suicide rates?
Japanese songs are mostly motivational.

New msn isn't that bad. Love the new sign-in tone.

2009-04-15T22:13:00.002+08:00

SAI

- There's 2.4km run tomorrow. I don't like running!! :(
- VBC is screwed! :D
- I forgot to hand in my PI.. :/
- Need to convert music files. -.-
- I'm installing the new msn now. Bella says its ugly, and I agree. But I am pressured to conform :(

Mood: amused :P

2009-04-14T23:19:00.002+08:00

Our VBC is currently SAD HAHA!!

Uh I have nothing much to blog about. -.-; Petty matters that don't really need to be said.
Like how yesterday I had the worst oreo crush ever... The fei1 fei1 bubble tea FINALLY closed after like 6 years?! :/ It was there when I was in P5 or something.

I loved that auntie D: And the bubble tea was $1!

Oh man. I haven't printed my PI. -.-; (No printer at home!)
Needs to be handed in by 8am tomorrow. HAHA as if I can!

Okay I haven't prepared nuts for the lit test, which is cause for concern.

BYE.

career what

2009-04-13T19:42:00.002+08:00

I have no idea what I want to do next time.
Hsinfang said I should be a lawyer.

Look at what I found.

The ENTP personality type is sometimes referred to the "Lawyer" type. The ENTP "lawyer" quickly and accurately understands a situation, and objectively and logically acts upon the situation. Their Thinking side makes their actions and decisions based on an objective list of rules or laws. If the ENTP was defending someone who had actually committed a crime, they are likely to take advantage of quirks in the law that will get their client off the hook. If they were to actually win the case, they would see their actions as completely fair and proper to the situation, because their actions were lawful. The guilt or innocence of their client would not be as relevant. If this type of reasoning goes uncompletely unchecked by the ENTP, it could result in a character that is perceived by others as unethical or even dishonest. The ENTP, who does not naturally consider the more personal or human element in decision making, should take care to notice the subjective, personal side of situations. This is a potential problem are for ENTPs. Although their logical abilities lend strength and purpose to the ENTP, they may also isolate them from their feelings and from other people.

... Its a nicer way of saying that I would be suitable for law but everyone would hate me like mad. :)

I'm a true blue ENTP!
Love to argue (for me its a form of sport), check. Likes to absorb new ideas, check. Short-tempered with people I consider wrong-headed (a nicer word for screwed), check. Not focused on details, check. Generally optimistic but put down by minor setbacks easily, check. Enjoy challenges, check.

And I should focus on details now and fine-tune my PI before tomorrow. -__-

2009-04-12T23:13:00.002+08:00

In all honesty I jest, as I have been privately reading up on the happenings of the Cold War...
albeit in Wikipedia.

Do not question me about my use of language... (indeed, such strangeness)
For I have no idea why I am speaking (or typing, so to speak) as such.

sunday before.

2009-04-12T21:01:00.002+08:00

All I wanna do is BANG BANG BANG BANG
A Slumdog Millionaire song :)

Guess what I bought :D

The one on the left! 15 bucks and a free cup of coffee.
Heh I can't finish it -.-;

I'm studying for cold war.
Well, I think I am. Reading about it counts, no? :P

No idea what homework there is. Doesn't really wanna find out. :)

freeze over.

2009-04-11T19:48:00.003+08:00

Don't let your insecurity replace your personality.
When will it end?
How will it end?
Will it ever end?

Boy don't try to front I-I know just-just what you are-are are.

My day was boring so ... yeah.
Going to library tomorrow (: Who wanna come?

Progress:
PI: 90%
ILP: 0%
Homework: ?!?

good friday.

2009-04-10T20:00:00.003+08:00

Please tell her its important, doctor

I was confused as to why I suddenly felt a wave of sadness upon hearing the song "Dr." by Namie Amuro.

Then I remembered the conversation my mum and dad had, about this girl who was sent to an asylum. She wanted to donate her part of the inheritance (20k, from her deceased father) to the temple, but her mother and older brother were unhappy. They tied her up and sent her to an asylum. However, this incident got unearthed by a lawyer and she was rescued.. Not after consuming large amounts of pills from the asylum. After recovering for a few months from the side-effects, she became a nun.

And of course, I started reading Wide Sargasso Sea just yesterday.
For those unacquainted, its a prequel by Jane Rhys to the story, Jane Austen.
Written in the point of view of the first Mrs Rochester - who was declared insane and locked up.

Were they really mad? :/

Subconsciously, I had related these events.
The MTV JPOP song lists were sort of haunting, too.
Survivor - DBSK
Rescue - KAT-TUN
Dr. - Namie Amuro

:/ Initially I came to blog about my excitement over seeing the MV of survivor, but now I just feel haunted.

2009-04-10T13:04:00.002+08:00

Wishlist:

1. MACBOOK

Why?
Its pretty and the display is @$G$#$@2edY@#TS$Y^Y^&UB

I can't sign in to MSN! :(

holy thursday o_o

2009-04-09T18:47:00.004+08:00

Mr G's prophecy came true, I really have muscleache -.-;

And this boy had to ram his bike into me while I was walking home just now! Perfect. ._.

(I hate pri school kids)

Oh just now I kicked a ball back to a boy and his dad! Its a wonder I didn't trip over myself or something... They were so cute :) That time I saw this girl and her dad at a field during sunset too! I was listening to "sunset glow" :D Totally adorable lahh!

Today was generally sian, since Sam didn't come. Oh there was an additional math lesson since tomorrow is a holiday. Mrs lim scared the heck out of me by asking me if I was the one who couldn't do a single question - like OMG O_O then she went back to check and it wasn't me. -.- PHEW

Okay my stupid computer is lagging! -.-; Like mad! Google chrome is stupid.
Edit: Finally! :D

After school I walked around... Tohhf left for cca and meiling didn't bother waiting for me and portia couldn't be bothered to go anywhere with me (just kidding guys, i still love you) so I went to the petrol station with chenyi and yiwei. o_o Right after we got back, evelyn said she was bored so we went to Coro! xD We ate sushi and bought this cute bottle of soya milk. See:

Yay for jaejoong :D
Oh! -digress- The nanjing photos are the BEST.

See!!

Bad boys! xD

He looks delectable :3

Yes, you :D

(BTW Share the World is super nice ^^)
Okay I shall stop digressing :D

I don't have much to blog about!
Those things that I want to say are too mean to be said anyway. :D

zzz wed

2009-04-08T20:45:00.004+08:00

He would move his chair backwards, and see the sun set all over again. By doing this, he is able to see the sunset a few hundred times per day.

The last two facebook quizzes increased my happiness two-fold.

What type of Starbucks drink are you? Green tea frap!

Who is your soulmate in the korean boyband: DBSK? Changmin!!!!! ♥

:D!!

But sadly, my happiness is short-lived!

I also realized that I have a lot of things I have to work on. D:

Need to:

1. Get higher marks for history

2. Save more money to repay people (I haven't forgotten, don't worry)

3. Stop being late

4. Spend more time doing projects

5. Stop niao-ing daoyuan about nothing in particular

6. Stop suan-ing pamela about ... everything

7. Stop forgetting things!!!

8. Clean up roommmm

So many problems -.-

Basically they stem from my personality flaws which I have no clue of how to rectify.

Maybe I can hold my tongue about 5 and 6?

OH today I was late AGAIN. Was on the 6:35 bus, which wasn't meant to arrive at 7:28!!! -.-

Last time I took the 6:45 bus and still reached school on time! What the...

961 is crap. :(

I don't feel like elaborating on my days!! Nowadays I'm always so drained... And its only 9 pm :O

Yesterday I went to watch "Confessions of a Shopaholic" - I think I am a shopaholic!

And today I went for CCA after school. (Damn tiring but 'twas okay lah)

SIAN NEED TO DO PI.

SIAN SIAN SIAN

elections day 09

2009-04-07T23:08:00.004+08:00

Where is the love

A vote of confidence... or friendship?

The whole campaigning process was a big bribery scam.

And my school has once again lost my belief.

How vicious can one get?

What kind of questions are these?

(Accusing someone of taking advantage of their looks is mean. Attacking someone about their looks - in front of the whole faculty - is meaner.)

Gossiping is common, and not everyone is liked.

But publicly embarrassing someone?

I don't care how many people go to Oxbridge per year.

I don't care how many trophies or SYFs we win.

Today I didn't see an ounce of school spirit.

Judgemental? Perhaps.

Both me, and my school.

To those who didn't make it, council isn't everything.

You know it isn't. Move on :) ♥

Additionally, Kia Wee:

WHY???

Why the hell am I judged by you?!

Why should I give you the satisfaction of having my attention?

Why do I have to endure your elite, uncaring face?

(Get out of mine already)

photos!

2009-04-06T21:04:00.007+08:00

I have so many sooo many SOOO MANY funny pictures!

o__o; I have no idea how to categorize them! Umm yeah so this shall be a picture post :)

What should I name it?

Presenting...

The funny, the nice, and the plain retarded :D

Yay!

吸引注意力... literally.

His Hellboy costume.

Weird is an understatement for Kia Wee. HIS FEET ARE NOT TOUCHING THE GROUND.

Birds of a feather.

I votin xr ohnyne!!11one

Yay I like :D NY piano!

Sam's WTF face ;D

Click to see him in full glory.

Beijing ducks.

Big head!

Small head.

That's a fake hotdog in Vivo!

Yingci's ultra cute soft toy :D It's an ORANGE carrying a HEART! ♥

Cute bread :D

Read what's written! =.=

Toilet shot!

Failed jump shot but nice picture!

Still have photos from today and yesterday...

I'm too tired haha -.-

quiz!

2009-04-06T20:35:00.002+08:00

01. Who was your last text from?
er wait... Nicole!

02. Where was your default picture taken?
Island Creamery :D

03. Your relationship status?
single

04. Have you ever lost a close friend?
nope!

05. What is your current mood?
relaxed :D

06. How many siblings do you have?
1 biological! :)

07. Whats your brother(s)/sister(s) names?
jinzhao

08. Where do you wish you were right now?
here?

09. Have a crazy side?

haha that's my dominant side -.-

10. Ever had a near death experience?
yeah. drowning and near car accidents :P i lucky won't die one

11. Something you do a lot?
be mean D:

12. Angry at anyone?
no, i forgive and forget xD but people are probably mad at me (as usual). :/

13. What's stopping you from going for the person you like?
uh. i don't like anyone o_o

14. When was the last time you cried?
err quite long ago! :/ this year not yet i think?

15. Is there anyone you would do anything for?
yeah!

16. What you think about when you are falling asleep?
"yay tomorrow is another new day!"

or "i hope i won't be late"

or ":D"

i have stupid thoughts.

17. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
sam tan!

18. What is your favorite song?
dbsk's "love in the ice" - i will never get sick of it :D

19. What are you doing right now?
blogging?

20. Who do you trust right now?
uh.

21. Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
ny! sec 1 camp tee :D

22. Have you kissed someone in the past week?
nope o_o

23. Who is your friend that lives closest to you?
haha! kelvin tan?! ka ying??

24. Describe your life in one word?

dramatic?

25. Who are you thinking of right now?
hsinfang, actually xD

26. What should you be doing right now?
PI :/

27. What are you listening to?
nothing -.-

28. Who was the last person who gave you a hug?

cannot remember! is it sam??

29. Who was the last person who yelled at you?

err. meiling?

30. Do you act differently around the person you like?

no, because i don't like anyone o_o

31. What is your natural hair color?

black...

32. Who was the last person to make you laugh?

hsinfang and the video... :D

33. Who was the last person to make you sad?

uhh can't remember. anyway its not nice to write it here :X

34. What do you hear?

my fan?! stupid question --;

35. Is your hair curly or straight?

used to be quite straight until i cut it layered, then it started being wavy and frizzy and whatnot.

36. Has anyone ever called you "scrumptious" before?

LOL as if!

37. Do you have a best friend?

yeah

38. Held hands with the opposite sex in the past 3 days?

er i compared palm sizes, does that count o_o

39. Do you use smiley faces on the computer?

40. Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?

probably, cannot really recall though!

41. Are you happy with life right now?

yeah :)

42. Are you currently jealous?

envious.

43. What jewelry are you currently wearing?

this question assumes that i'm wearing some form of jewelry.

i'm not :/

44. What were you doing on friday night?

no plans yet. oh its good friday! :D

45. Have you ever had your heart broken?

yes, but not in the BGR way.

46. Have you ever broken someone's heart?

...

47. Is there anybody you're really disappointed in right now?

quite disappointed, but that's just me x_x

48. What was the last reason you went to the doctor for?

cough and fever

49. How late did you stay up last night and why?

1.30am for econs -.-

50. Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?

lol what do you think!

OF COURSE NOT HAHA

shocking sunday!

2009-04-05T12:22:00.005+08:00

Cosplay is a form of art.
Spot the real person :D

Today was fun, but... I'm very irritated with myself :/

Taekwondo GRADING.
GRADING.
AND I FORGOT TO BRING MY GI =.=;
I only brought pants and belt, which is very epic - in the worst way possible.

So sorry to everyone, and thanks meiling for lending me yours!!
It was totally nerve-wrecking on my part and inconvenient for others.

I thought I brought it. I seriously did. I can even picture it in my bag!
I think I took it out for some reason?!
Or maybe I'm hallucinating... -.-;

I know I suck, please don't niao me about it. :(

Anyway!! During grading I was super nervous... So I forgot about the punching part. Um, I punched one extra time :X Hopefully he will let me off?? I was thinking about restarting... But I think I will forget even more steps. So uhm pray for meee D:

The kids there were very cute and small :3 Hee and they were punching and kicking like pros! Girls kept squealing "so cute!!!". Its embarrassing (and humbling) to see five year-olds pro-er than you.

We went to Macs at angmokio after that! :) Home run (a guy asked me to call him that) thinks that we are very clique-ish, 'cos the girls and guys are sitting rather separately. D: Oh well and guys do gossip too! :P

Anyway the conver below was so hilarious!!

Portia: I can't finish! :( -prods food-
Me: Ahh give to your friend lahh -looks at Jeron suggestively-
Portia: Uhhhh -roll eyes-
Jaron: ?? Anyway, you -
Portia: -nervous- Its not me, it's _____!!!
Jaron and me: ?!?!?!
Jaron: Uh, I was going to say "you cannot finish ah" o_o
Me: ROFLMAOMG!!!! -laughs like mad-
Portia: omggggg!!! er nothing nothing nothing

This is already one of the milder PNF (Portia No Face) stories :D

We took MRT home! On the way back I kept suaning Paria- ehem, Pamela about her lack of a facebook account. Not that it matters to me, but I just like joking around with her HAHA.

On the way back I bought a new wallet! :D
Its cheap and nice! Er the person told me "its made of leather" but I highly doubt it, considering the price... Oh well I'm saving the animals LOL. Real leather and fake leather doesn't really matter to me, as long as the wallet looks nice. I'll probably get sick of the wallet's design quickly, so there's no point in choosing a pricey one.

Though I finished my macs meal 2 hours ago, I'm still ultra full. :(

I shall go and do my PI now!
Jiayou to all who is mugging (:
Happy birthday Zi Ao,
Happy belated Laiseng, Cheryl, Sophia :D

2009-04-04T22:05:00.002+08:00

Mood: frantic

Being the usual smart geek that I am, I figured out why my layout was so screwed! :D

Now it should be fine in IE, firefox and google chrome!

I'm super busy.

I have loads to blog about!

Today I went for taekwondo. Did loads of kicks. Saw blood.

Pangsehed hsinfang. :( Sorry!

Stayed home and entertained guest.

Sian-ed until now.

I have to:

1. Sew my logo onto my gi

2. Research for my PI

3. Try to dissuade myself from evil thoughts (such as thinking of how to spend my money)

4. Wrap things

5. Read TTOTS

6. Watch unwatched stuff

7. Blog (yes its last on my priority list)

GUESS WHAT!!

I CAN'T REPLY TO MY OWN TAGS D: (Yes screw technology.)

So here goes!

Houyin, I do not aspire to be a business woman!

Hsinfang, yes thats because you whatever me the most!

Meiling, because ... uh I love you :D

children's rhymes et cetera.

2009-04-03T20:40:00.003+08:00

"Goosey, goosey, gander, wither shall I wander? Upstairs and downstairs and in my lady's chamber. There I met an old man who would not say his prayers. I took him by the left leg and threw him down the stairs."

Violence.

"What are little girls made of? Sugar and spice and everything nice. That's what little girls are made of. What are little boys made off? Frogs, and snails, and puppydog tails. That's what little boys are made of."

Sexism.

"Jack and Jill went up the hill to fetch a pail of water. Jack fell down and broke his crown and Jill came tumbling after."

Sadist.

"Ring around the rosies. Pocket full of posies. Ashes, ashes, we all fall down."

Pessimist.

"Three blind mice, see how they run. They all run after the farmer's wife. She cuts off their tails with a carving knife. Did you ever see such a thing in your life, as three blind mice?"

Animal cruelty.

"Peter, Peter, pumpkin-eater, had a wife, but couldn't keep her..."

Infidelity.

"Jack be nimble, Jack be quick. Jack jump over the candlestick."

Strange fetish.

"Punch and Judy fought for a pie. Punch gave Judy a blow to the eye. Said Punch to Judy, 'Will you have more?' Said Judy to Punch, 'My eye is too sore.'"

Sadistic violence.

"Humpty Dumpty sat on a wall, Humpty Dumpty had a great fall. All the king's horses and all the king's men couldn't put Humpty together again."

Morbid.

2009-04-02T18:40:00.002+08:00

Sam Tan is coming back tomorrow!! (From Australia!)

And she's going to ~~crash our lessons~~ visit us in HC!!

HOW EXCITING :D:D:D

Anyway today I went to walk around Lot 1 with meiling, but we ended up only eating macs (I typed "max" :X), didn't buy anything else. I wanna expand my collection of teddies :D

BUT I have no money! (it rhymes :o)

I have a lot of things to do! I MUST LOOK FOR THINGS FOR MEILING

I can't blog already!

so abrupt yeah I know!

BYE

wednesday weaknesses

2009-04-01T22:45:00.002+08:00

Today (or should I say yesterday..?) went okay for me!

During classes...

- Struggling to not sleep

- Trying desperately to copy notes

- Failing in the above

- Established: PW=pointless work

- Counting down desperately to recess

After school...

- Bad rec was hi-leh-rious :D

- TKD was great and time flew like a bat :O

- Meiling sorry for oweing you your stuff :( I will searchhhhh!!

- Argh tkd grading is on Sunday! :O

- Went to coro, ate burger + fries + oreo crush thing. Then bought one more milk tea.

- On the way home I met someone I think is super cute :)

- I talked to the someone :D

- Shopped with chewfei for sop's present!

- Oh there's no swimming tomorrow! :DDDD I'm super happy.

- Dizi outing plus birthday party on sunday!! :)

- I converted the new dongbang songs to playable formats for handphone! :D

Warning: Emo and weird shit

HWACHONG IS FULL OF EVIL PEOPLE!

Evil and mean and attention-seeking.

-despairs- D:

Well but some people are really looking for trouble. :/

I have anger management problems!

Even if I don't have it now, sooner or later I will contract it.

My Irritation

My irritation is far beyond your anticipation.

Perhaps, some things just cannot be said.

Maybe, there is nothing left to be said.

My irritation is far beyond your consideration.

The depth leaves no room for healing.

Penknives relieve the pain only for a while, don't you remember?

My irritation is far beyond your comprehension.

When it comes back,

it will only be worse.

And you'd have to face the world

all over again.

My irritation doesn't require any confirmation.

speech peach each :D

2009-03-31T19:13:00.003+08:00

I think I speak like someone when I'm too close with them!
Interesting how people's language shows their personality. :D Haha for example...

Variations of "Whatever"

Hsinfang says "whatever man" while chengxin says "whatever", meiling says "whateverwhateverwhatever" and mel wee says "WAD-EVA!" in this flat tone. Alina says "What ever. -pause and shakes head- What ever." as though they are two different words and Nicole refuses to comment, preferring to say "you're DAMN LAME, seriously". Chooyi says "what-EVER LAWL" (yes she actually says "lol" out loud) and Bella goes "uh?! go and DIE". Portia rolls her eyes. Iris looks at me with this sian face and say, "Whatever, jinyao. Whatever." Evelyn usually says "What-ever! You so lame" and giggles. Yingci laughs along then stops, with a serious "lame."

Sam doesn't whatever me :D She asks, "jinyao, you okay not?" which is a rhectorical question - duh. Subhas' favorite phrase recently is "-insert name-, are you okay?" Most guys like to go "whaeverrrr", saying the first two syllables faster. However yiin jiunn says "URRRPS" when he's uncomfortable and Jiashen goes "lawl, okayyy." Zhenglin giggles. Kia Wee doesn't whatever people; he tries/attempts to reply - most of the time - in a cohesive, in-depth and relevant manner; regardless/without giving much consideration to the listener's level of interest or ability to comprehend Martian. That is not to say that he is long-winded or boring/uninteresting, in certain cases he does manage to capture attention - yet on the other hand/pessimistically, that may be his initial motive.

Well you get the point. /sarcasm

That time after I watched Pride and Prejudice, I found myself thinking in the character's language (e.g. "make haste")! Too much old english shows urgh D: Next time I shall write something after a phase like this; it would be damn funny lah!

i'm moving on!

2009-03-30T20:08:00.005+08:00

Monday.

I'm so tired!
I have so many things to do! :/

But I feel like crouching on my bed and reading instead.

I'm quite sick of school already.
History quiz today was BULL hahaha!

On the bright side,
I can't imagine what my life would be like if I took sciences.
I would sleep in bio lectures, forget to hand in homework, and DIE. At least my lessons aren't that boring now because they're new subjects.

Uhm econs=stupid. I sincerely believe in that. =.=; Gone are my hopes of becoming a business woman.

Oh there's a large lizard harboring inside my bedside table.
Its responsible for the weird noises I hear at night.
My dad refused to catch it for me. :/

...WHAT A RANDOM AND POINTLESS POST

I dread swimming =.=;

EDIT:

I did so many facebook quizzes! :P
Hee see my results! (I ignored the boring ones)

Your Altar-ego: Agent :D
What Musical Instrument Are You: Bass guitar YAYYY
How Will You Die: Unexplained death O.o
What hairstyle suits you the most: Straight and silky (easier said than achieved -.-)
What is your true hair color: Rainbow (yes so helpful!)
Best Names for you: Lindsay (not bad but reminds me of lindsay lohan D:)
The Ultimate Zombie Survival Test: You will survive (duh, though I slept through half of 30 Days of Night :P)
Which F4 is perfect for you: Yoon Ji Hoo (HYUNJOONG FTW ♥)

The last quiz made my day :D

the last sunday of march

2009-03-29T21:52:00.003+08:00

Ask yourself,
how can you do these kind of things?
What does friendship mean to you?

:/
I'm so disappointed at someone!

Nevermind, I can't keep flaming people on my blog.
One day I'll get demerits and... no testimonial or something. =.=

Today I went out at 3 plus with hsinfang to buy things for her council campaign and to do work. The second part was quite fail, except that its because I can't really think of what homework to do -.-;

We ate at some new hongkong restaurant after she went to make her badge (its cute!). Baked chicken and rice ($7 plus) was quite nice! The portion seemed big though. I thought the iced milk tea ($2.70) was ex, but it surprisingly came with ice-cream float :D Their milk tea wasn't sweetened, which I like! And the rice came with soup too.

(Pictures tomorrow, I'm too drained now -.-)

We went to daiso (to get twine for her banner) and I bought super nice foolscap! :D And she got random stuff without twine haha!

Oh while leaving hsinfang said something quite dumb!
Me: You're lame!
Hsinfang: You're not! ... EHHH?!
xD

We went to the library (finally), and I did my lit poem analysis while hsinfang did econs. Then she received an urgent sms from nicole and we went to popular to buy cd-rom.

Today was quite fun actually, just that I found out some emo-worthy things :/
To some people, cheer up!
To myself...

Haha I just rolled my eyes x_x
I don't wanna go to school );

P.S. Yesterday I watched Pride and Prejudice.
Everytime I watch it I gain some new understanding.
Maybe taking Lit does help.

Why does march suck?
Because some people exposed themselves for what they really are.
Because of so many conflicts.
Because I'm sick of all these.

But it's good that it can't (possibly) get any worse.

2009-03-28T16:50:00.001+08:00

Fac CIP=fail!

I didn't want to admit it but hf said it quite bluntly.

Oh well.

March sucks.

eat less burn more

2009-03-27T23:09:00.003+08:00

In point form so its easier for you to LOL at individual sentences on the tagboard.

1. Today I was dumb.
2. I took the wrong bus too. After taking the same one for 4 years.
3. So I changed bus and took the same bus as yiinjiunn, jingxian and eunice. And others I don't recognize.
4. I dropped my slice of matthew yang's cake. :/
5. Happy birthday Matthew btw.
6. WAIT. Sam ponned school today and I got scolded =.=;
7. I hate anal people.
8. Tomorrow is fac CIP and I feel guilty for not contributing much.
9. I'm irritated at someone who suggested changing the plan.
10. The SAME someone told me that class blog sucks. IrritationX10000
11. VOTE=NEVAR!!!
12. Went to jurong point with evelyn and chooyi after bad rec. :)
13. Oh speaking of badminton, meiling's friend hates me.
14. Already.

So sums up my very exciting day.
Its 11:17 and I just ate my official dinner. @_@;

I feel like reading but I'm running out of novels!
Oh.

15. I bought Pirates of the caribbean: dead man's chest and Pride and Prejudice DVDs!!! :D

That totally made my day!

2009-03-26T23:34:00.001+08:00

I feel so old!
D:

I'm 16 leh! Erm one month plus away from being 17 but still!!
My dad made me fill up my Medishield application thing -.- And I spent some time looking at dual citizenship possibilities at government websites - thanks to the Humans trip.

And I'm thinking of how to earn money during June/slightly before that (so that I don't have to compete with the other kids =.=)

DON'T YOU FEEL OLD FOR ME!!

klass polyteeks

2009-03-26T18:36:00.005+08:00

Warning: Evil talk

Shrew - noun, refers to an ill-tempered, scolding woman

I'm definitely shrewish.

I don't know how many people I have told off already, but its a load off my chest.
I think I've blurted out all the negative thoughts I've fostered about my class.

To defend my pride, I did something quite irrational today. I sort of regret it too.

Someone accused me of being narcissistic, of thinking that I go around telling people that I think he likes me. (-gags-) And I thought I was the only person who thought the complete opposite!
I don't know how many times I've said, "He doesn't like me."
I don't know where he gets his information from.

And I found out that he's a backstabber too.
When did I set up the Kia Wee fan club to make fun of Kia Wee?! I did it because it was FUN, it was FUNNY, and he wanted me to do it!
That wasn't exactly what he said on msn...

Then again, he's not worth it. I should get myself untangled from these insane issues and stick to other people with lesser problems.
People who don't think that I "look like a bitch". (Yes, I know everything -.-;)
You can think whatever you want, my good classmate!

I don't effing care :D

/Warning

-

To Houyin: Happy birthday!
Though you are irritating sometimes, you've been a relatively nice classmate :D
Haha sorry I didn't really celebrate for you in school :X

Besides scolding people, I have other pastimes as well!
Such as ... swimming in PE lessons -.-

WAHHH I got the shock of my life (good and bad) hahah x_x;
And I can't freaking swim freestyle!!! D:
I need to go gym on Sunday!! Who wanna come? :D My leg muscles aren't properly developed I think, some movements require A LOT MORE energy than others -.- And I'm too unflex for taekwondo zzz!

Thursday equals SLACKKK, and I realized I almost always go to the library :O
Haha we'll all go to the highschool canteen to eat after bathing and go for econs together! Econs = sleeping time, not that I can control myself! The lecturers are rather monotonous... and I'm being objective and diplomatic enough. D:

Then its the 2.5 HOURS OF BREAK WHOO!

Those who're free would go and eat... Today its high school again, I ate cos I didn't previously. Then we went up to the library. I did a bit of lit and played Crisis Core while sociable people like Sam catch up on facebook haha! Oh I'm still not very far in the game! Zack is like, level 22 or something --;

Then its lit, and during a particular section of the discussion Jason looked at me and snickered.
Thanks lah, I know I'm shrewish and not submissive enough, not to mention direct and vile :D It must be mr kuo's impact HAHA!

(I sorta miss mr k! :( Didn't get to see him yesterday..)

After school I went to sit with kelly cx and melwee in the canteen! Haha we spotted Rachel fl - I mean, being friendly :D with a few guys hahaha!!! No luh then she joined us and we sat around and crapped for a bit.

(.. I miss forrosix too! :()

Hsinfang was doing her council poster and cropping people's head from photos. o_o;

Oh in the end I didn't sign up for the Germany trip because I realized that I'm going to china in june. o_o; China=can visit people/can shop more :D even though its not a very new place to visit LOL.

The receptionist at my dentist's kept pushing my appointment further back! Sian lah I was supposed to go on monday, but I forgot (they reminded me by sms on friday instead of the day before which was what they did usually -.-). In the end they gave me this 6th april slot - and the person realized that timing was taken, so I had to settle for the 13th april one. Almost late by one month liao :( I wanna take off my braces earlier!

Oh yesterday I slept in a very funny way!
Normally I depend on my phone to wake myself up, but yesterday I left my phone in meiling's bag (don't suan me, I know I'm very clever D:). So I went to dig out my alarm clock... And its out of battery! Win right -.- I wondered how I'm going to wake up in the morning. I switched on my table lamp instead and tried to hypnotize myself into thinking that "I'm just napping".

AND IT WORKED LEH!!
I slept at 1.30 am and woke up at 4... Then I continued sleeping and woke up at 5.30am :D Damn zhun right! Yeah if I depend on my phone I'll probably wake up at 6am or something which is quite late!

Last time I heard a myth that you should bump your head on the pillow the time you want yourself to wake up :O Like if you need to wake up at six, bump your head six times! HAHA damn cool right!! I tried twice and it both worked, except I woke up at 8.30 instead of 8... ya not very accurate :X

Maybe its the same concept! Maybe if you drill it into your head "hard" enough you will automatically wake up around that time? Um or maybe I'm just being weird. :S
HEH don't believe don't believe lor. xD Not my loss.

Okay, more bad points about me: I'm damn lame luh :X
Shrewish and lame!
Me ftw -.-

of fantasy

2009-03-25T23:19:00.004+08:00

I like movies.
I like them a lot.

Wishlist:
- Final Fantasy: Advent Children DVD
- Pirates of the Caribbean DVD
- DVD player (for my room!)

Give me any of these and I will love you forever.
And ever.
I swear.

I find fictional characters fascinating for some reason.
Final fantasy is fabulous fun.
:D
No, seriously. I like anime because its unpredictable.
The japanese are wild people. Anything can happen. :)

I sound a bit sadistic!

holidayyy in school!

2009-03-25T20:15:00.004+08:00

Cloud is hot. ♥

"ENOUGH!!", says Mr Loo.

Yes enough emo posts! I'm very happy today :DDD Due to the absence and presence of certain people - I only saw people I liked (406ers, portia lim etc) and didn't see anyone I hate aka bamboo-eaters :D (Yes, I will talk as I like and suan1 all I want :) Didn't you know I'm a childish person!)
Tag replies:
houyin: I didn't use the f word! The word is actually "screwed" :P anyway I can't say why here!
yiinjiunn: lol share with you in school tmr!
evelyn: haha no lah its not that major! just that i really hate him a lot now -.- lol talk to you in school!!

I am irritated at the prospect of tomorrow! I HAVE TO SWIM LEH D:
Sometimes I have thought of ponning the lesson, but
1. I bought swimsuit already!
2. Not worth the demerit points (need to save it for late-coming)/lousy PE grade x.x;
Plus I need to lose weight! D:

So I'm going to swim tomorrow! If you laugh at me I will box you, and I CAN and WILL, because I practically spent the whole afternoon kicking the leather thingy.

Yes, I joined taekwondo! Like I'm not manly enough already.
Let's list my manly qualities!
1. Height (average for a guy)
2. Tanned (for some unknown reason -.-)
3. Loves soft drinks (I'm sorry :()
4. Deep voice (the coughing made it worse. i think i'm permanently handicapped here!)
5. Short-tempered (I dunno how many times have a cut a pointless conversation short!)
6. Independent (parents won't call if I don't get home by 10!)
7. Daring (besides my phobia, I'm quite brave :D)

Jason would have loads of fun reading this! D: He's the one that called me manly multiple times... He's also the one with the french horn and long thumb nail (he insists its a pun -.-)

Today was a school holiday, but I went to school anyway.
I was supposed to meet hsinfang and nicole at KAP at 8am. I reached at 7.50am, and they turned up at 9am -.-; I played Crisis Core to pass the time (point number 8 - I like guyish games and my psp T.T) So I made hsinfang treat me to 60 cents worth of food (because last time I made her wait too D:) and nicole owes me something! :P

Let's omit the embarrassing details about how I made them walk around bukit timah... :D After buying something used to preserve council paint (apparently the paint council sells isn't water-proof!!) we went back to school. I found rachel, and she was flirting... No lah, I mean talking to some guys hahah! How can hu2 ge1 flirt please :D Her friends are quite funny though! One of them reminds me of xianrong a lot :X

Oh then we had to go back to nanyang! :DDD To eat lunchie! Quite a lot of people were there :) I bought lychee juice (♥) and tomyam noodles :) The asian delight auntie is so nice! Hahah

Mr Low came to see us while we were in the canteen :D He said meiling was his favorite student! haha so cute! :)
We didn't see mr k (busy with chem olympiad --;) and mrs ho (didn't come to school :() so we visited wu laoshi :DDD who's quite busy too sadly! She was setting some exam papers and hsinfang went like, “噢老师我看到你的答案了！” xD

Then hsinfang and nicole had to go back to school. I went back with them and then I talked to jenzi for a while at the banner painting area. We bought our "I ♥ HC" shirt :DDD and then I left for cca!

Taekwondo :D
At first it was a little daunting looking at all the seniors laying the mats... Then I talked to yuqin and I felt a bit better. :) The seniors seem nice and the instructor is quite funny ^^ And meiling and portia are in the same cca as me! So happyyyy! (Yes you two can gloat haha) Pamela also! Zhefu also! Yuchi also! They're all nice people :D:D:D Envious right haha!

It was very fun leh! The stretching was like "homg" 'cos basically most people there are super flex (almost splitting... wth). But the instructor gave the people who started late (people who are attending their first lesson!!) a crash course for the grading thingie.
Grading.
When?
June? Nah.
May? Nahhh.
April?
Answer: Next sunday -.-;
By then we would have had 2 lessons! Well done. And I'm going to take the 'exam' HAHA!
Nevermind, they say white belt is super easy to get. I hope I don't forget the steps -.-

I'm glad that I'm joining taekwondo, since it can help me get fitter besides PE (swimming won't really help in NAPFA I think -.-)! :) I need to get less bronzes and more golds/silvers :D I got all the awards before (even N.A. O.O) haha!

After school I went to West Mall with Portia (meiling ran off with my phone! HAHA I forgot to take it from her bag I mean.. D:) and we looked around while drinking bubble tea. :) Oh there were nice and cheap shoes on sale too!!! There's this hot pink pair of sneakers selling for 15 bucks and its design is quite nice, similar to converse's. @_@; I just bought my kappa pair so I can't buy, and Portia refuses to buy it 'cos she insists that she can't wear it to school. D:

So... that's it for today! :D
I like today even though its probably very boring for you, who stayed at home and watched tv D:

I'm going to watch two more parts of ToGetHer :D Episode 6 now! Its so funny... And Jiro is cute :3

2009-03-24T22:08:00.003+08:00

Free hugs

http://en.wikinews.org/wiki/Son_of_poet_Sylvia_Plath_commits_suicide

We just discussed Sylvia Plath's poem on her child today in Lit, titled "Morning Song".
It was probably about Frieda, her daughter.

Chooyi says her whole family is screwed.

I dislike the word 'screwed'; it seems especially cruel and offensive to describe the family of a deceased as such. From an outsider's point of view, I doubt we can understand what they have been through. We can only speculate.

(And speculation can be annoying.)

She was a poet. :/ Ideally, I would love to write for a living.
But realistically, to depend on it?
Do I trust myself to do a good job?
Probably not.

It takes a lot of courage to share your dreams with someone.
I'm working on it.
(You can help by not laughing at me... But it is hard, I'll admit.)

Sorry for the emo-ness; this can only mean that I'm still irritated! Or maybe I'm influenced by the show I'm watching.

I'm going to school tomorrow to finish up on my homework.
Helping hsinfang film her council video and going back to ny too. (:

how stupid!

2009-03-24T17:28:00.003+08:00

Red is for anger.

I know I'm sometimes overly judgemental.
But seriously, this is too much!

Huaqing, if you're reading this by any chance, thanks for ruining my day! What you did during math was super mature and non-attention-seeking! :)
To the others who are spreading rumours: I don't like and will never like him any more than a classmate! (On the contrary...)
To the backstabber: I will never trust you again. Go be AA with other people. -.-; Get away from me.

Wah damn sian. I'd bet during math a lot of people (such as hsinfang) were thinking that I'm super AA. Imagine someone irritating you throughout the whole lesson; see how you would feel. x___x

And Kiawee! He was so uptight over the parang he brought to school. He had to go for counselling... Uh and nothing happened in the end.
WHOO REJOICE -.-;

Seriously, girls are much more easier to understand and nicer! Not to be sexist, but seriously, GUYS ARE FREAKING WEIRD. They just don't get it! When someone says "back off", please do! Stop thinking that everything is a big joke!

If things don't get better, there are only two things I can do.

1. Kill myself, since I cannot live with the shame.
2. Get a bf so he can settle things for me. ZZZZZ

I think I'm already quite rational! (:

Besides the _____ed guys in my class, the girls are actually quite nice!
Evelyn had a sudden confession today after PW! Haha so sweet :D

I have more events and pictures to post, but that would have to wait until I'm less pissed off.

Don't irritate me!!!!!111oneone!!!! D<

jeopardized.

2009-03-23T20:34:00.005+08:00

癒えない痛み悲しみでキズついた君よ

The starting of my favorite anime song :D The lyrics are very significant! (♥ the pic above :D)
It's very motivational; ending with

Even if it’s scratched away by the winds that blow with time
I will find you
Who’ve been hurt by unspeakable pain and sadness
Don’t say that “I can’t laugh” or “I hate people”
There’s meaning in everything to happen in the unseen future
For now, you’re fine as you are,
I know a time when you’ll realize it
You and I too have spoken
One day we’ll understand each other

This song cheers me up whenever I'm depressed.

AND ARGH today I have so much troubles!
1. homework (the LEAST of my troubles)
2. stupid classmates
3. irritating classmates
4. money problems (I'm in debt)

TSK TSK
I have to spell everything out for person number 2!
And for number 3... STOP SPREADING UNTRUE AND DISGUSTING RUMOURS KTHX.

I'm so siannn! =.=

A little more

2009-03-22T22:13:00.002+08:00

I need a little more luck than a little bit
'Cause everytime I get stuck the words won't fit

New layout. :D I changed it 'cause I was sick of my face coming up and scaring me... Plus I need a change. (No surprise there.)

But every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by

Second half of my holidays was equally busy, but I don't really have time to write a long essay on it like the previous post. :X In summary, on thursday I stayed at home; friday I went studying with evelyn and chooyi; yesterday I went out with hsinfang and hilary then we went for gala dinner. Today I didn't go to the library because my homework can't be done without research. --;

Bella was complaining about wanting to go to haji lane throughout and chooyi was suan-ing her xD Apparently bella is in debt. -.- Chooyi got her super ex haircut at Red's and I bought my swimsuit! :D Bought 2 other pens and adorable dongbang cards (: Ate tori-q there (♥) and bought j.co donuts home! Oh the snow white is cute! :3

As planned, I'm going to sign off msn, blast music, and do what's left of my homework. u_u;
Hopefully I'll churn something out before 12!

What it takes I don't care
We're gonna make it I swear
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again

March Holidays Part I

2009-03-19T13:49:00.012+08:00

MONDAY - CLASS OUTING

Me and lingxue arrived first! Zhenglin, Jiashen and his mum came to fetch us to his house in her car. We toured around and watched stupid jap shows like the macdonalds' one -.-; DON'T watch it homg.

Then yiinjiunn came and we watched School Days' ending.
HA! DON'T WATCH IT TOO.
Its like "DDDDDDDDD:!!! what the..."
So WRONG LAH. It should be R21 or something -.-; Not that it contains porn, but VIOLENCE.

Then we went down to start the fire! Mosquitoes attacked me and soon people started arriving.

Basically me, evelyn and chooyi talked and sat around during the BBQ while others did work @_@; Haha I felt quite guilty. Chooyi is seriously the laziest person I know! When going up I asked her if she wanted to help to carry things (considering we didn't do anything), and she said "nevermind" O_O; TSK TSK

We went to the karaoke room after that, and the system was quite screwed. We could only watch movies and sing random anime songs. (Seriously, A16 is filled with otaku's.) Then mr loo came around with boxes of donuts from J.Co :9 Thanks mr loo!

Me and yingci didn't know what to do then. Groups of people were singing and dancing to anime songs; mingming was hopping around due to her injured foot; huaqing watched the news on a laptop; guofei was dozing off next to huaqing secretly...

CHAOTIC NOT.
THEN, some GENIUS went to play a movie.
Out of ALL THE MOVIES CHOOYI BROUGHT (bourne ultimatum, epic movie, devil wears prada etc), guess what they chose?!!?

The Water Horse.

(SIAN NOT)

Epic class outing lah xD The sound was too soft so mingming adopted the british accent and started voicing.
Thankfully, the security person told us we had to leave 'cos it was 10. We went back to jiashen's house. Evelyn was bullied by the guys and she was hysterical and tired, not a good combi! HAHAHA so she started sprouting nonsensical stuff like "I'M CRAZY ALREADY STOP TOUCHINGGGG ME!! OR I CALL MY BF THEN YOU KNOW AH! AHHHHHHHHHHHHH! JINYAO!!!!! -hug-"

ROFLMAOGG.
It was quite hilarious; but me, yingci and sansan had to leave. D:

Because my dad refused to let me sleep over!
So in the end I didn't get to see jiashen's mega huge house :(

TUESDAY. MEET-UP WITH HSINFANG AND MEILING :D

We went to the library but it was full! So we ended up...

LOOK AT WHAT WE ARE DOING
IN MOS BURGER -.-
(This pic is nice though :D)

Hsinfang said we're damn qian4 bian3, go mos and do these kind of things! We were eating outside food and studying! Haha so due to guilt we went to buy things. The three of us shared strawberry bliss and meiling bought her shake.

HAPPY MUGGING
not :)

We went around bugis after conceding that we cannot focus in MOS! (Haha I sat there for so damn long and I only did 2 pages of GP worksheet?! And I ate so much! X__X) Haha meiling kept looking at polo tees and hsinfang bought this top from samuel and kevin's which was quite cheap too.

And I, (being myself,) spent a lot of money as well!
See:

My new kappa shoes :D which cost me a bomb :(

Hsinfang and meiling persuaded me that 55 bucks is normal for a pair of sneakers. Yes, I know converse shoes are around this price too. AND THE COLORS ARE SO PRETTY.

I like the texture of the cloth! Haha my 2 mgp camera won't do justice to its awesome-ness :D

The gray is seriously very nice. I know, the skeptic in you will say walao its only gray what! Oh well it was love at first sight LOL. Hsinfang and cx says that I will keep thinking about it and in the end I will still buy - which is what happened with my converse bag.

I keep buying gray and white toned stuff! My new hoodie (which is awesome too, hsinfang has good taste) is also white with gray lines... And both the hoodie and the sneakers are limited o.O Hoodie left 2 (besides the one on me, says the lame cashier) and shoe left 2 sizes? I bought size XL which is ♥ since 90% of my jackets are too small, and shoe size 39 which thankfully fitted!
BUT I SPENT SO MUCH MONEY D:

PART 2 - MEET-UP WITH CHEWFEI YINGLING SOP

After dinner I went to catch up with chewfei, yingling and sop, and I bought another top after that! Its a checkered tube (luckily its TIGHT where its supposed to be :P) which can be transformed into a tube dress/halter dress/tube top/halter top :D Fun right! And its 22 bucks from hula and co, which is quite a bargain.

Am I the king of spastic expressions or what! HAHA

Cam-whoring on the train :)

WEDNESDAY - HOUSEWARMING

Can I say - OUT OF PLACE x__x I went there randomly without knowing anyone except for chewfei! But I realized that Charis, Jem and Deborah went also. I sort of knew Tracy too.

Tracy and me at the pool!

The thing on deborah's lap: econs notes
The thing in her hand: hc student handbook
The thing on jem's lap: choir scores

LIKE OMGWTF.

The guys played cards in the pool.

o_o After dunking one another, that is!

Deborah is the person standing :) Haha! View of the pool from outside Edwin's house.

Chewfei came to my house and missed the BBQ.
But no one came to my house in the end!
So the gathering was the most epic fail ever :)

Yes I think the apologies are well-earned -.-
We should have just stayed in Edwin's house and enjoyed the rest of the party. pekchekpekchekpekchek :S

His house got guitar hero somemore, damn fun! :D Its like dj max in full size haha! But the guitar controller is a bit laggy sometimes. Oh got the singing thing somemore!!! HAHA I sang "Scream Aim Fire" and "What I've Done" :DDD Chewfei sang "Hotel California" rofl!!

THE END
of the first half of my exciting holidays :D

Today I'm going to mug at home -.-
Tomorrow I'm going to mug with sam evelyn they all!
Saturday I'm going somewhere with Hsinfang!
Sunday I'm free! Maybe stay home to do homework somemore -.- MAYBE go kbox with chewfei da ren :D

Haha I'm always booked a day or so before the actual day. o_o Low demand LOL

2009-03-18T22:11:00.002+08:00

Beware: I'm very, very irritated :)

Haha I basically spent the whole day with Chewfei.

I can't blog about the day without
1. being brutally honest and mean
or
2. lying

So I've decided to not blog about today in great detail!

Basically I went to Edwin's housewarming party and came home with Chewfei, and we watched 27 dresses and she went off. o_o;

Which is an epic fail of a gathering, since we planned for around 6 people to come?!

Sian I should go watch Epic Movie by myself -.-;

Anyway!
Outings and parties should have activities which involve everyone, or it won't ever be fun.
(HAHAHA I should stop!)

JIASHEN I'M GOING TO KILL YOU LUH!
The mosquitoes at your house REALLY SUCK!
My blood so sweet is it! I counted 9 mosquito bites leh -.-; All of them super huge.
They account for 30% of my irritation!

The other 70% from people who pang-sehed me today.
(Please just go die, y'all know who you are! :D)

I hate lazy people! :)
They should all rot and die.
Imagine if I leave them in a well or something... They would be too lazy to climb back up.
Yeah and they can all die together! ^^

How morbid :) But it would rid the world of SLOTHS
(Seriously, they drive me crazy!)

THIS IS WHY YOU CAN NEVER SUCCEED
Okay I'm being harsh
But that's a FACT
A FACT, YOU LAZY COUCH POTATO
Yes you! Keep looking at your computer screen and frowning, 'cause that's all you will ever EVER EVERRR do!

=.=;

I'm being childish but I don't care!
Haha I'm insane -.-;

I have so many things to say to so many people.
Just in case you're one of them...
Please leave me alone :D

呼...吸...呼...吸...

YOU SUCK!!! I'm so sick of you! Now you just disgust me...
I am proven oh so wrong!

quiz!

2009-03-18T11:12:00.002+08:00

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true. (Doesn't answer question!!!)

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Yingling tagged me in facebook, but I decided to post it here :D Parts I agree with in blue.
I'm going out again soon in an hour, so things I wanna blog about would have to wait!

1. CT outing
2. Meeting with Meiling and Tohhf
3. Meeting with Chewfei yingling sop
4. Things I boughtttt :D:D

Today I wanted to ask for more kaching from my dad (I'm brokeeee); but then I felt bad and didn't. In the end he came in and gave me money :DDD

Heh later people coming by to watch movie together! My house will be flooded... I haven't cleaned up :X

BYE!

random sunday!

2009-03-15T16:06:00.005+08:00

HAHA!! Xiaxue's entry is so ... -.-;
She complained about the Body Shop telling her "thanks for saving the earth" because she doesn't think that purchasing a bronzer would contribute much to earth-saving.

And in the end of the post she apologizes, 'cos apparently the person told her that because she didn't take a plastic bag HAHAHA

Anyway my day was spent
1. Facebooking (all those notes!)
2. Spazzing (dbsk dbsk dbsk)

I finally saw Survivor dance and some of the other videos!
Seriously, Japan is boring for dbsk -.-; But the songs aren't bad. Kiss the Baby Sky has my favorite entrance :D

See my poem! I was bored haha

DBSK

Jaejoong's hair is still perfect
But Yoochun's is like crap.
Changmin's voice beats all the rest
Only Junsu's can compare!
Yunho's still hot, I confess...
Oh dongbangshinki is the best :DDD

3. DOING RANDOM THINGS :D

Zzz I chionged neopet games around 3 plus and realized that I forgot to take their Daylights' Savings Time into account - their day ended earlier! ZZZ
(Its okay if you don't know what I'm rambling about!)

Oh I realized I forgot to watch 爱就宅一起 yesterday! I shall catch up on it on youtube :D
I have Bleach to watch too.

I will do my homework some other day, HEHEH.
My brother's teacher is supposed to be here 12 minutes ago, but she's still not here yet leh.
I cleaned up my room for her arrival okay D:

WALAO my dad just came in and said that he won't let me stay over for Jiashen's house.
Errr I think he's getting mid-life crisis! He never stopped me for any sleepovers before!!!!!
Maybe he suspects its a guy's house!?

WLWLWLWLWL
:(

I laughed out of surprise when he said I can't stay over =.=
He accused me of being 夜不归宿!!! Like wth -.-; Where got sia! The last time was chalet lor!

SIANSIANSIANSIANSIAN

Update:
Dad still adamant; MSN refuses to sign me in.
Right now, everything seems rather difficult -.-;
I'm irritated.

I hate the entry above!

Something happened to my language and sentence structure.

...

Which is why I'm posting in red.

talentime 09

2009-03-15T10:51:00.005+08:00

PEKCHEKPEKCHEKPEKCHEK day!

I woke up at 10.40am when I'm supposed to meet hsinfang at 10.50am, at Bugis.
I check my phone expectantly, and there it was. Hsinfang: "crap lets just meet at 12! Haha i just woke up."
And I ended up reaching at 1pm, since I dilly-dallyed and even bathed :D
Me and hf ate Ajisen's ramen (lol) and walked around bugis. We bought stationery at Muji's and I got my sketchbook! HAPPY :D
(To answer you and hsinfang's question, YES I DRAW OKAY. Besides random doodles! Haha this is my third sketchbook already, to prove my point :P)

We bought Green Tea frapp again from Starbucks.
I'm getting tired of it already D:
Then we went to the library (study lounge, can eat!) and did econs tutorial and read up on the causes of the cold war. After going through 2 stacks of notes, I finally deduced that USSR means Russia.
And no, I'm not sounding bimbotic on purpose. :)
I read Act I Scene II of Taming of the shrew too! Quite productive for 2.75 hours huh :D

And we moved to Bras Basah Complex to look at 2nd hand books.
Look at what happened!

Chengxin calls. Jinyao and hsinfang ask her to wait for 5 minutes.
10 minutes pass. Chengxin whines. Jinyao rushes hsinfang. Hsinfang unbothered.
Hsinfang buys her book and jinyao drops magazines from a stuffed rack.
Chengxin asks, "why you all go bras basah?"
Jinyao exasperates, "got second hand textbooks! and its just next to where you are!" LOL -.-
Hsinfang helps jinyao while commenting, "you should pick it up, i just help you lah, since you dropped it" -.-;

PEK CHEK OR NOT YOU TELL ME

Jinyao and hsinfang finally goes to library to meet chengxin.
Chengxin not there!!
Jinyao calls chengxin. Chengxin states she is at a traffic light.
Hsinfang and jinyao fails to locate chengxin. Turns out that she is at the other side of the building.
Hsinfang and jinyao sees her shaking her leg. Chengxin defends herself.
WE FINALLY HAVE DINNER at MOS burger's. :)

Then after that, we have NO TIME OREDY!
So me and chengxin took taxi to school instead of 170 (hf not watching). She kept asking alina for directions, like she don't trust me like that!!! Haha she asked me if I know where is the fulushou complex, I said yes, and she continued asking alina where to walk to etc -.-;

PEK CHEK OR NOT YOU TELL ME

So we took taxi, and when we reached, a lot of people were going in.
Kelly calls and asks us to wait for her.
We could have gone in and reserved the seat for her, but no. Kelly asks us to wait. o_o Fine, we wait.
Everyone files in. Kelly arrives - walking. HAHA and cx said she was running.
We go in, and there was of course no more seats. LOL the process of finding seats... you can picture right. =.=

So in the end we sat at the aisle since you can't see at all from the seats behind. I even had blisters and my butt was super painful. Haha alina speculated that I was wearing new shoes 'cos I was sort of limping I think @_@;

PEK CHEK OR NOT YOU TELL ME

Talentime 09
It was awesome!!

Haha I shall list some performances that I liked!
As for the rest, uhm they were quite good in general, but some were super boring :X Oh some bands cannot sing!! But they are forgiven, since they're talented HAHA. So many people know the violin and guitar :O Boys mostly.

月团 was not bad! But the lead who looked like yiwei (according to kelly! but a tanned version) wasn't from hc u_u;
Latte's Collide was nice but the girls sang it too... softly maybe? Lullaby-ish in a good way.
I crushed a snail on Wednesday is a morbid name for an awesome band. I loved their perf! They should put out an album :D

(Bel :D)

The Passerby was awesome! 2nd runner-up, the best chinese perf of the day IMO. S.H.E in the making :D Bel was cool! Oh I shouted her name so loudly and enthu-ly (with chengxin and kelly and everyone else) heheh!

Rubber Band was nice too; go kk! :D 1st runner-up. Song i/c there too, how to not win!

Oral Participation rocked! (I told cx, loads of people would confuse them with Oral Presentation. And when I went home that's what houyin called them on MSN HAHA!!) Its better live, trust me haha!

Chow Jie Hui's superwoman wasn't bad;

(Tiny pic of wenxuan :O)

Wen Xuan's 月光 was very pure! Like, he sang without gimmicks, which was very cool.
Yang Lu's 人质 was nice too; but I kept chiding Chengxin about not participating -.-;
Felisa is like another Corrine May, I think. They even have similar styles D:

The Yoyo guys were very cool too!! Though I sort of watched it before during orientation already.
(Haha I felt quite awkward watching them though due to an awkward part of my history... Erm I think only Portia and Felicia would remember -.-;)

Dances by Celine Jessandra were alright, but the ensemble was quite odd (point raised by meiling)! Yeah not that they didn't have chemistry... Haha you would have to see it to tell. And Jojo reminds me of... uh a famous taiwan artiste :) Haha she's good though, at both singing and dancing.

Video of 你是爱我的 and Beatbox up on facebook already, go see my videos :) I'm sure there are better versions though, but I think the sound quality is quite clear. Oh however the image sort of sucks :X

I went home with meiling, but portia aoyuan xingxuan claudia took the same bus as us. Haha I look forward to tuesdayyy :D

Monday's (tomorrow) class outing!! Yay I'm so excited hahah
Apparently some people are bringing their bf/gf.
Yah to spite singletons like me! Zzz

Yesterday I dreamt of my drawings -.-; Long story, but basically I "looked through my sketchbook" which of course was imaginary.

It was super abstract but I loved the ideas! Haha kia wee told me (in my dreams) that it wasn't that good. WHICH IS EXACTLY WHAT I EXPECT HIM TO SAY IN REAL LIFE.

"The font is nice though," he tried to add, which didn't help much.
Haha my dreams are so realistic -.-;

So today I will put my sketchbook to good use :D
HEH HEH!
Later~

2009-03-13T20:00:00.002+08:00

Flooded!
With work
And with the horror...
I'm going to fail Lit badly!

Oh I got A for econs! Shocking -.- I don't like econs! I think its quite wu2 liao2... Common sense made confusing. I don't care about differentiating between "demand" and "quantity demanded" anyway. But graphing everything down might be useful for companys who lack brains to see things in the normal way :)

ZZZ I need to study for this:
13th April - Origins of Cold War lecture test (1 question, 45 minutes)
:(

I have 3 history essays to do, and tons of math and econs tutorials.
Lit... Taming of the shrew questions, I think that's all.
Uh and!! GP worksheet!
In total I have 7 pieces of homework :(
For each day of my holiday!

I need to read Taming of the shrew too. LIKE WHERE GOT TIME TO PLAY PLEASE.
Haiz! And I need to worry if I should go and apply for the humans trip.

SINGAPOREANS GET SO MUCH SUBSIDY!
Its quite unfair! (From my very biased POV.. Okay true they're singaporeans I'm not so I can't really complain.)

Oh haha - Mr Quek signed off SMB twice accidentally! :D Like, "Mr Quek / Mr Quek". He's so funny.

Haiya JC life is hectic.
From the other blogs I read everyone agrees with this. Some people are too stressed -eyes ______-

Looking forward to class outing and such :)
I'm quite at peace with my class now.
Balance is everything.

OH I REFUSE TO ACCEPT SAM'S THEORY.
If you get wind of it, please do not believe it!
:( I refuse to let it happen! -horrified-

Library

2009-03-12T11:40:00.002+08:00

2.5 hours' break!

I love the library :D
Besides the fact that its too cold.
(My jacket has nicely expanded to fit my big frame! I'm so glad I don't have to keep tugging at the sleeves anymore. But I'm certain it will shrink again in the wash, zzz.)

I like the way the tables are lined up besides the huge windows! Hwach looks awesome from here. And muggers can congregate and be... muggish. HAHA

Anyway, my new PE module is SWIMMING.
Yes, apparently, my class is suay enough to be one of the C1 classes to get swimming! Aiya but exciting also lah, I never swim for PE before. :D Sounds tiring also. I always get tired in the pool easily one.

Today like basically only 3 people in my class brought swimwear. Everyone is too shocked to be persuaded to swim HAHAHA. I don't even have my swimsuit (I lost it in nanyang, can you believe me) :D So I have to buy. One-pieces are usually not very pretty... But I shall try :( SHOPPING, on the other hand, is exciting!

I'm stuffing Smarties into my mouth as I type, courtesy of my mortal :DDD

Anyway! Holidays are dawning! Whooo ♥
CT outing! 406 outing! 6K outing!
Come to me come to me :D

And there's a humans trip in June! Waah I wanna go if they're really letting us go Germany at 400 bucks. O_O I might even convert to a Singaporean! (Haha I've been considering it for ages anyway, this is a significant catalyst though :D)

Oh Sam just showed me a super funny picture of DY on facebook! HAHAH
(I call him DY just to be polite 'cos that's what he wants :P Not that I know him v well hahah)
I think friendster is screwed, full of horny people asking you to visit their horny webpages. My brother even asked me to delete his account for him :S

Seriously, facebook is neater. Even with applications like "Talking Smileys", "Big Bucks Lotto" and "Shallow-o-meter" that probably contain viruses. :/ I don't really care if I'm a "kisser or a hugger" too!!!

Okay now I'm spamming Facebook's traveler IQ challenge :D
Kia wee is helping me! Maybe I can beat lytien or something
Hey I don't even take Geog and I'm fourth :D

2009-03-10T20:46:00.003+08:00

Happy birthday to three of my best classmates in the world;

JENZI.
MELWEE.
TOHHF.

:D

Sweet 17!
Presents will arrive soon! I was bed-ridden and couldn't go shopping, forgive me D:

PS. Of course carolinejoannaelizabethhilaryjinfayecharisbelnicoleyiweijoy
peilihpamelageorgimeilingmelongnatrachelsamraejemiriskellysamtanhuifang
alinadeborahchenyilaiwengchengxin I love you too :) (And current classmates, et cetera)

My cough is finally leaving me, thank god! I'm still taking antibiotics for fun.. no wait, to make sure that it will be gone -.-; I don't want it to come back next week. Ooh there's the run tomorrow for 90th anniversary!

Aiya our batch kena all the 90th anniversaries! Haha our senior batch too, both nany and hwach are so old. :X

Today I went to watch Slumdog millionaire again!
With jason chooyi houyin evelyn hanqing suhuan lingxue!

Haha the movie was awesome like I remembered, except at the part where he went to find the girl I somehow fell asleep.
I really dislike Shaw cinema (even though the owner was actually hwach's benefactor 'cos he donated loads to build hwach and so on, even though his great grand daughter who inherits the place is still here in hwach) because of one reason.
The same reason I abhor SBS transit buses.

THE SEATS ARE DAMN CRAMPED

Hello, I have to sit up straight the whole time without any support behind my neck! Normally I slide down my seat so I can lean back properly, especially in cathay where seats are large and comfy. Woah I'm spoilt by cathay lah, I totally cannot stand other cinemas now -.-; I thought GV was bad, but Shaw's seats are quite terrible. They squeak leh :( I had to put my bag in the row behind me, or I really no need to sit already.

I think other Shaw cinemas aren't so bad. Haha this one even has handrails up the steps, wth. Before the cinema could clear, the next batch of people came in already -.-

I'm super sick of hot chocolate from Starbucks!
Its not even that nice -.-; Maybe I shouldn't have bought venti size. Oh I ate lunch at food republic with Sam, Evelyn and Jason before that. HAHA chicken rice 5 bucks, I think I too much money to burn already =.=

Thanks HY for sponsoring 4 bucks off my movie ticket :)

Oh ya!
My results!
HAHAHA

I passed econs, history (luck), gp (lousy pass), math (dunno how much) and failed lit!
LOL
Okay lit was a sub-pass, but it was a lousy sub-pass!

Haha YA so technically I didn't fail anything.
:OOOO SHOCKING

Aiya if this is nanyang and pass is like 60%, I can only pass my econs LOLOLOL
I got 20/25! I didn't study leh! :D

... Okay shall stop talking. Wait until I fail something then you can laugh at me! I know all you H2 math people are livid HEHE

Oh anyway! I'M SO EXCITED ABOUT FACULTY CIP
Because its FUNFAIR YAYYYYY
(I think I sound insane
It must be the amoxillin! I dunno whats the difference between amoxillin and amoxicillin...)

My class is selling food! HAHA I think I'm fated to just sell food at funfairs...
I'VE SOLD FOOD FOR GOD KNOWS HOW MANY YEARS!
-sounds like a canteen auntie-
Seriously, mr kuo loves food or something. Haha!

串串香 sounds adorable not!
I think the world 串 is super cute :D Its a kebab! And that's what we're selling basically. Like 串 everything and sell it to you at a ridiculous price of one dollar per stick or something like that. BUT YOU MUST PATRONIZE ME BY BUYING HOR.

Anyway, project P.U.L.P. people! I've started collecting it already!

HAHA don't tell you what :D

2009-03-08T20:12:00.002+08:00

I've just watched one episode of Gossip Girl, and I don't really feel like watching the next.
1. Blair is too insecure -.-
2. "Gossip Girl" the persona is quite irritating.
3. So many sex scenes!! Is teenage love dominated by lust or what
4. Video screen size too small, can't see hunks clearly.

LOL

Sam just showed me this random video of POTC - Dead Man's Chest.
HAHAHA I love the series man! Jack Sparrow is a gem :D
Next time when I move out, I'm going to get myself a large plasma tv.
Then I shall buy POTC DVDs that are not pirated :DDD

And I'm going to adopt a dog!!! Yes, adopt, mark my words. :)
And I will have a fast laptop that has a better hinge! (Don't worry, lappie, you're quite function-able now :D)

Wait, before that, I need to take A levels.
Why am I always restrained by educationnn!

Okay, please ignore my ramblings.

I'm thinking if I should pon school tomorrow.
My nose is quite permanently blocked and I suspect that I have tonsillitis. My esophagus is excreting phlegm at a shocking rate of 0.5l/h, so I'm not sure if my fellow classmates can tolerate me clearing my throat 10 times per minute.

HAHA I'm making flu sound overly serious -.-;

But I'm running low on medicine! At 2am tomorrow, I will officially be on antibiotics only.
Is it possible to go to the clinic and ask them for more med?
O_o I think it is!

What if they force me to "consult" the doctor?! I would have to pay 19 bucks again.

Oh bandung stains your teeth!
Don't drink it -.-;

Unless you have cravings like I sometimes do :D

sick, continued.

2009-03-08T08:48:00.003+08:00

Chewfei asked me yesterday if I wanted to go out for studying session again.
But my lungs are not co-operating, so I had to say I can't go. u_u;

Instead of green tea frappuccino, I'm eating green tea cake now (leftover from my mum's birthday). Haha you have no idea how much I crave for coke! And its sitting there in my fridge looking innocent. =.=

Anyway I look like a siao zhar bo, there's no way I can go out anyway. My hair sticks out like a lion (I have no fringe! Go figure) and my expression screams "dead". D:

Yesterday I stayed home to watch To Get Her and Bleach. :) I'm so zhai2!

Need to:
- Research on Dominica
- Ask sam to research on Dominica
- Ask around and see what homework there is
- Do homework if there is any -.-

What a stupid list :X

EDIT:

I bathed and am now looking less like a SZB.
My fringe has migrated back to my forehead. :)

I cleaned up my room (after I bathed - weird right) and even wiped my dusty fan with wet tissue! Oh well its still dusty, but less so. I thought I finished cleaning up until I realized that three huge bags were strewn across the floor. -.-; Go me.

And Project P.U.L.P. is going to be a success with me around. I think I have 10 kg of paper to clear. @_@;

I wonder ..
1. where people throw their old, unwearable clothes (like old uniforms!)
2. how do people keep their bags neatly
3. when the stupid tv can move out of my room!!!

I'm so irritated! The 29 inch monster is still here, restricting my access to the bookshelf! So dear readers, it is not entirely my fault that I am not well-read. :(

I finished Adrian Mole :D There are still loads of books in the series, but I'm too poor to buy every one of them. I heard the series follow him past adulthood and all. He's such a nerd, bothering to write in his diary everyday. (Well, blogging is different! :P)

I'm quite convinced that blowing your nose repeatedly doesn't help with nose blockage. Which is quite frustrating, because I have to breathe through my mouth, which is dirtier as my mouth can't trap dust. -.-; So in turn I cough more.

Ironic. Flaw in design of the human anatomy, methinks.
But it doesn't matter, since I'm not taking Bio anymore.

I think I need career guidance. I have no idea what I want to be when I... no, not grow up.
I think I'm almost grown up already.
Jeez.

dramafeste '09

2009-03-07T12:11:00.003+08:00

Yesterday's dramafeste was quite ... uhm.

Some shows were interesting but lacked depth (same ideas were repeated over and over). I personally feel that its too unpolished to make a true impression. Lack of time, maybe?

Artemis' one had an interesting storyline, but the part at the end is too melodramatic. Punchlines aren't fully developed, so people don't laugh at the real gems. Athena's The Lift was rather fun to watch, but the actress - the book worm persona - was too boring and whiny. Ares' plot was cliched cliched CLICHED, but rather touching in some parts. Most believable maybe? Music was awesome. Apollo's was the most interesting, but they kept reminding us the importance of the hawker centre. "Why do we only talk when we eat?" Okay, we get it, now move on already. Actress overshadows the actor IMO.

Seriously, the ah beng and gay jokes get old after a while. (Ah beng's confession in lift is adorable though!)
I think the ELDDFS' parody of dramafeste was much much more interesting! They highlighted the difference between pro and amateur. Too bad HC doesn't offer Theatre Studies, unlike RJC (haha, don't flame me).

I think body language and voice makes the most difference in the theatre. No one can see your facial expressions that clearly, so your movements and intonation make a lot of difference to the audience. Yesterday too many performers slurred their words/spoke too quickly. Its alright to be like that with your friends of course, but its irritating to have to go "what did he/she say?" to people around you every minute.

Actors are brave creatures though. You would never know the scariness of being on stage until you have done it. (Some people may be truly talented, but they might never be famous because of their stage-fright. :/)

The awards. Well, I disagree with the judges on two counts - but I'm just a 16 year-old kid, so I shan't embarrass myself by explaining further. :)

Everyone did well though!
Oh and.

I still love Ares. ♥

sick.

2009-03-07T00:26:00.005+08:00

Thanks alina and chunhou and people who stuck by me when I was coughing my lungs out and throwing up today, on a side note. :)

But I will learn to live with it!

HEH emo stuff censored.

38.5 degrees, 5 types of medicine =.=

2009-03-05T19:14:00.000+08:00

How to go to school?
Haven't researched for lit, too. More incentive huh :D

Going to join taekwondo. I'm quite fit in spite of my fitness today :) Also, don't mistake my ill health for dao-ness!

I heard the Slumdog M song at my clinic yesterday! Lol I like that clinic, got 8 days issues :D

Haiz I feel a tad guilty for saying that to 2 people :X Sorry even though I sincerely hope that you won't read this. :X

I wanna know who my angel is, though T.T I shall go in the afternoon o.o

fulfillinggg tuesday!

2009-03-03T20:50:00.002+08:00

BUSY BUSY :D
Actually not exactly, just that today was very well-packed.
Went straight to plaza sing by taxi to watch Slumdog Millionaire with Sam, Chooyi, Zhenglin and erhem. :D

I didn't know it was about Who Wants To Be A Millionaire! Its touching, funny, dramatic and exciting. I was scared 70% of the time o_o; My system doesn't take well to violence, especially if its abusive.

I bought things today! I officially don't feel like buying anything already.
FINALLY got my hands on my mini drawers :DDD ORGANIZE ORGANIZE ~~
Reminds me of that time in class! (Zhenglin says, "... I'm an aspiring drawer." We nicknamed him the 'expiring drawer' instead.)

I bought red FBTs too!
And CONTACTS for extended wear! :D
O2 optics monthly. My eye was red today, 'cos I resorted to wearing the old one on my left eye again. ZZZ ever since weeks ago when I lost one of my 6 month contacts!

"Extended wear" means can wear for 12 hours everyday. Which still isn't enough for me @_@; I need like, 15 hours kind?! Haha I should save up for LASIK.

Hehe I'm finishing Breaking Dawn like finally! Then I can start on Adrian Mole... (My second Sue Townsend! Reviews say its hilarious, if you want I can lend you :D) I'm looking for The Wednesday Letters and The Last Lecture! Who wanna trade books also can (:

Okay sorry for sounding nerdy.
OH SPEAKING OF NERDY, I got 19/25 for econs test thing! Which might be lower than you, but I don't care, since I only 'studied' by sitting beside the first aid thing on 961! :P

I need to go write letters and clean up my room!

Oh I need to add - Zhenglin and erhem were hilariousss. The four of us (Sam left after we ate at Subway, which is ♥) went to the top floor and scoured through the otaku-ish shops HAHA. We have that in common, that's for certain -.-

Pictures will be up on facebook when I don't feel so lazy!
:D

6K outing! & moody monday

2009-03-01T23:56:00.010+08:00

Tag replies!

evelyn: Yay :DDD I like your blog too! Its v. picturesque
hanyong: LOL but I didn't exactly code it! I only changed a few things :P
laiweng: Check the link under SMB :D
phyllis: HAHA LOL ya the black widow is ... x_x
Chewa: yeahhhh more outings ^^

Yesterday I went to Starbucks at civics centre to do hw with Yingling, Chewfei and Chunhou. :D

Chunhou.

Arrrr!
Same guy -.-

Same guy. (Those are fingers.)

I drank Hsinfang's green tea frappuccino!
Its really nice, but I think the grande is too much for me @_@;

Haha I finished lit poem analysis and econs tutorial! Aren't you proud of me!

Dinner with alym, zi ao, keng chee and kiat hwee added to our group.
Went to Ajisen's for ramen again o_o
They gave me so much meat I couldn't possibly finish it -.-

Guys being guys, played with the condiments again. Yes imagine their concoction... In the end they even threw the empty bottle inside the "soup". Totally mean =.= Poor staff!

Anyway today! I woke up late but got to school in time. HAHA I sat at my "usual spot"! I didn't want to, but the bus was super squeezy and I was uber tired :X

Oh before I got to the bus stop, a cat chased me! I told Sam and she was like, "I love cats!" Yeah but not cats that treat you like a prey -.- It totally followed my every move for 5 seconds, until I ran for it. Haha yes, cowardly me. But I was glad I wore sport shoes. :D

Nothing much happened since then. Econs was a killer (I don't know how much you love it but I think its a load of rubbish I could study better at home) and GP test thing sucked. Sam wrote so fast and Chooyi, so little @_@; Can't really gauge myself but yeah I might very well fail.

I'm just glad that I don't have much hw left to do now :D:D
I slacked around school after that, which I've been doing quite often nowadays. I was thinking, "I should go for CCA"... Then I realized I have no CCA yet. Like wth?! T.T Except bad rec, which is the only choice I'm happy about.

SIAN SIAN SIAN

Chengxin and I trooped around school moodily around 5pm, and the sky was quite horrid. Right after the lightning struck, the clouds in the exact area would part and form mist-like images. Like err, alright. x_x And the sky was so divided!

The dark side.

The bright side.

The intersection of the sky!
Taken when I was on the bus o_o High school side bus stop. Can see the chinese-y door :P

Today is my mum's birthday! I went to popular to buy her a book (ended up buying a file and The Secret Diary of Adrian Mole aged 13 3/4) and saw Portia and Xinyu o.O

Portia being Portia bought loads of zig! Haha I wonder where her old ones went.
Then we decided to go and buy contacts at Marsiling, and we saw Shixiao!
Haha she's still as chio.

...

ITS OKAY I will learn to love myself.
Oh yah I feel bad today!!!

I'm sorry :(
(I suck, I know)
ZZZ

2009-02-28T22:59:00.002+08:00

“这是世上独一无二的汉巾，你...不会拿去卖掉吧！”
“我不会。”

:D!

“因为你现在都不红，拿去网拍也没有人会去竞标。”

DDDD:!!!!!

“不过，我可以等到以后再卖。”

“你是说... ...我以后会红咯？死阿宅！:D:D”

AHAHAHAHA ToGetHer (or 爱就宅一起) is too cute xD

The name is so punful! I'm watching it 'cos chengxin asked me to.
She says its stupid, which I agree with completely.
The Prince Casada is so ... -.-

Jiro is so retarded at the start! He just kept repeating that he wanted to pee. =.= The plot was that Rainie yang tied him up 'cos she thought he was some stranger, but apparently he was their (Rainie and Linda's) new tenant.

So creative huh -.-

But they're quite cute! HAHA the conver above is so :DDD

Oh in the end I made fried rice for dinner!
Haha I suck at cooking, srsly

Going to watch WGM :D

I shouldn't.

2009-02-28T20:55:00.004+08:00

But.
I LOL-ed when I saw "mr yeow's reply"!
He contradicts himself!

Even if the girls are doing a very competent job, we are not saying that we will allow the use of shoelaces or strings as MOE has stated that no modification is allowed on the school uniform (using strings or shoelaces to tie up the end of the school blouse is considered a form of unifom modification).

However, ... we are not going all out to find and punish the HCI girls who are using strings or shoelaces for their blouses but we will be paying special attention to those who appears to be untidy and sloppy as these are the ones who have a very high percentage of modifying their blouses.

HAHA like "whut" -.-;

So he means that he will not target those who do it competently?!
Uh like, alright.

-

Confessions of a shopaholic

My day started at 1:30pm! (I'm a pig I know)

When I woke up, the first thought that crossed my mind was "SHIT, chengxin they all are going to kill me." --;

I met Chengxin, Bel, Kelly and Hsinfang at Taka 'round 3pm, then chengxin and kelly had to go off at 3:50. So me hsinfang and bel went to Macs to eat double cheeseburger! :D I'm in love with it haha. Then hsinfang bought green tea frappucino which I'm going to order tomorrow too. :P

We left at 5pm!

I feel happy 'cos I gave up my seat on the MRT! Haha to this guy who wasn't elderly-looking, but seemed very tired. I felt bad since I'm carrying two tiny bags and he was standing with a huge backpack. :X And this girl 'stole' his seat! So I just stood up at khatib there.

And I went to causeway, because I haven't shopped enough. :P

I realized that I hate Minitoons. D:
But their music standard increased! I heard Haru haru which made me super happy. :D I still remember when me and Portia went during last year's CNY, they were playing dreadful CNY songs in english -.-; The singers/songs were super... grotesque! (We ran out after 2 minutes, even though we had wanted to buy some things.)

Hence this shoutout to RETAIL SHOP OWNERS: remember that music is key! Hearing is an important organ too.

Today I bought...
- Notebooks (one for my mortal :D) and pencil lead
- Chocolate (Toblerone! one bar for my mortal :D)
- Nail polish!
- Tank top from Forever 21 (green! wearing tomorrow)
- Hair ties from Forever 21 (a huge bunch for 4 bucks, super cheap)

Not a lot lah!
But I still have so many things I want to buy! (Unlimited wants indeed.)

- File (I totally forgot)
- Books (!! Artemis Fowl and Beedle by Rowling D: I SAW SO MANY NICE BOOKS TOO)

Actually 2 only, not a lot. o_o Shall drag my parents to Popular next time >D

There's primary school gathering tomorrow!
(Yes yet another one! I'm so happy :D)
Going to mug, talk, drink coffee (starbucks ftw), eat dinner and do fun things (duh).

I shall watch WGM and Bleach! God I feel bad for leaving them for so long D:
I'm sure bleach will be super laggy now, on a Sat night somemore. -.-

Oh yes and I need to eat dinner!
HAHA I totally forgot.
How to live by myself next time LOL

Week 2 in review

2009-02-28T00:21:00.003+08:00

Hectic week!

Haha I deleted the entire chunk on how I feel, because I can't really identify it now.
I'm in a rather irritable mood.

Sometimes, it takes more effort on my part.
Sometimes, it really strikes me how selfish some people can be!
Sometimes, there are two sides to everything.

I CAN'T SAY I CAN'T SAY I CAN'T SAY [see pic on right =.=]

But today was quite fun.
Congrats to Apollo for winning fac dance. :D
Oh well Ares still rocks HAHA

I know I'm gaining a lot of enemies by stating that, since according to someone every fac hates ares. o.o; But I think apollo is more cause for concern!

Okay that's all I could bear to write.
I know, I think I'm strange too. Zzz

2009-02-26T22:26:00.002+08:00

Argh I'm so irritated!
Fb is annoying, I can't upload my photos properly D: I have to use the simple uploader.
Its getting on my nerves.
Facebook should get better servers too, it's so laggy now. All the internet users crawl out at night or something...

Speaking of crawling, I SAW THE WEIRDEST THING JUST NOW!
When I saw it my jaw totally dropped okay!
And I know no one will believe me, they'll think that I saw something wrongly.
But I've never seen anything like it!

I saw a ball of white something move past the pavement -.-;
Its the size of a hamster, but its not TANGIBLE. Its like a mass of... er, cottony things. Silk-like things? And it went out of sight very quickly.

It reminds me of those black dust balls in Totoro that can move by itself... Just that this is white.

I did not make it up! Why would I -.-
Haha I usually look at the ground a lot when I walk so that I do not step on any undesirables -coughdeadstuffcough-
So I saw this floaty white thing, which rushed past me...
It really did rush past me! If I saw a video of it I would think its a dirt ball blown away quickly... But there was no wind, so it must have moved of its own accord.

Okay I shall stop analyzing it, be it living thing or illusion.

I was walking home, then I heard my dad's voice.
I thought I was going mad... First the ball of unidentified material, then I'm hearing voices -.-
But it turned out that he and my mum were being bo liao and walking around to buy things.

I think I looked dead enough to be unsuspicious HAHA :X

Today went rather well besides the fact that someone called me fat.
No day is ever perfect because of Woonho :P

2.4 for the 90th anniversary was super tiring!
My number was "2662" :D There was a word for these kind of numbers, said mr low, but I can't remember it now.
(My class actually ran 90 rounds. -.- With two athletes missing in action.)

I have so much lacticcccc D:
(lactic is actually different from muscle ache! and all these time I've never believed melwee..)

Oh and! This morning I reached super early, like 6:50... I took the 6:20 bus.
If I take the 6:30 bus I would reach at 7:20 or so.
Yeah so the last bus I can take is actually 7:35... And I would have to run to the central plaza.

The resources are not distributed equally! Why does the road jam up at 6:30?!
(Stupid nanyang-ers who clog up linden drive. =.=)

And today I waited so long for the 961 after dinner with hsinfang and chengxin at KAP.
Sian -.-

Hsinfang and chengxin and I are starting a new clique.
Called the 571 HAHA! Doesn't it sound like a bus number!
Me and hsinfang are both 175 cm tall, and chengxin is 155.5... All three of us have the numbers 1, 7 and 5 what. :D I suggested "squirrel and trees" (you know, the lame game we play for ice-breakers), but that's too mean to cx!

PICTURES

Rainbow :D

I like this picture because my hair is nice :D

Hair sucks here but whatever! Haha I was sweaty and happy :P

Today I pinned up my fringe and didn't get any strong objections about it!
I dunno why but I suddenly think that my fringe is too thick. Even after cutting it less than a week ago. -.-;
So I shall continue pinning tomorrow. :D

Oh POP is tomorrow! :S
My dental (coronation plaza) is at 2:30 pm, and I have a break from 2:30 to 3:00... So I have to run there and back. -.-;

I have a math test too.
Or quiz. Whatever.
Strangely, I don't feel nervous. -.- That's how easy h1 math is, HAHA

The other side.

2009-02-25T21:55:00.003+08:00

Warning: Loads of...

Negativity!

I'm quite apprehensive about blogging now, because I don't know who might read it.

Negativity!

And there's so much stuff going around school now. When will I be the next target?

Negativity!

Hwachong is fun but scary at the same time. Everything doubles.

Negativity!

I've never received quite so much of it from strangers or people I barely know.

Negativity!

I realize, life is quite cruel.

And you can continue!
Keep pretending to be the angel.
It doesn't really matter,
since your horns are only visible to me. :)

This is why I don't like to open my shell.
It is because of people like you.

Nice my ass :D

P.S. Don't speculate, you won't get it right. --;

2009-02-24T21:57:00.002+08:00

I shall spare you from my deeper thoughts and treat you to some superficiality!

I BOUGHT THIS SUPER NICE BAG
which I saw with portia!

IT WAS ON SALE
PORTIA I LOVE YOU
THANKS FOR STOPPING ME FROM BUYING IT

:D

Today...

Me: I'm coming home late on friday, got competition
Dad: What competition? -suspicious-
Me: Oh this dance competition. School one la.
Dad: Dance?! You? -appraising look-

He decided to keep his mouth shut. Good choice. :D

Oh well, the competition is probably the lesser shock compared to yet another bag that I've bought zzz.
HA! If my parents know they will KILL me.

... I have no time to write anything else!
Need to go make the econs blog @_@;

Lastly,
My class rocks
Ares rocks
Fac dance rocks

2009-02-23T21:13:00.002+08:00

"Blogging advice: no one is ever interested in what you had for dinner."

HA! Screw that.
I had pork and spinach and awesome fish soup (but with loads of bones zzz)! I even swallowed one by accident... :X

(Oh the Italian food store in HC college serves oily spaghetti D: The chicken one, especially. And its 3 bucks -.-;)

Anyway. I went to wash my dishes, and when I came out, MTV was on. My brother was exercising as usual, squeezing the metal thing for biceps or something. -.-

Guess what!
Andy was singing. :(
It was the live performance in Singapore a few months back. When I saw it, I'm reminded of what I said in school just now.

Yeah, I have to forget.
(Cue emo music.)

I am really going to!
因为我不配。

:(

Okay enough emo-ness! Let's talk about happy things :D

I'm happy that...

1. My voice is back!
Well mostly anyway.
2. I could catch up with most of the fac dance!
Urgh though I have a pro partner. D:
3. People kept praising me for my photos! :D
So much that chengxin is falling in love with me! Meiling likes them! And Bel is surprised!
HAHA I'm really proud of my zi-pai skills :P
4. I made new friends!
I'm doing it almost daily, no surprise there, but still.

I agree with chengxin, hwachong is more fun afterschool!

You see all the people doing spastic things. People dance and sing and play guitar, but no one really takes notice. The wind blows and everything falls on the floor at the class bench area, and no one picks anything up.

AWESOME. :D

命运和巧合

2009-02-22T19:12:00.004+08:00

什么是命运，什么是缘分？
它们存在吗？

看见爱人是“有缘”；
看见朋友是“巧合”；
赶上巴士是“运气”。

它们只是给‘几率’一个更好听的名字罢了，不是吗？

为什么还会有人相信命运呢？
他们一直地等 ... ... 等什么呢？
那根相信几率有什么不同呢？
是相信自己与他有什么解释不了的关系么？

人，
怎么这么傻呢？

--

Some things I've wondered.

I feel so proud of myself! :D
I finished two tutorials [lit and econs] and read up on History!

Actually both not a lot, only two pages each... But I'm amazed that I had the attention span to do all that @_@; I didn't do anything else in the 1.5 hours! Hehe

History is quite hard to stomach, all the facts and years... I'm someone who understands the general concepts, but don't really focus on the dates and irritating little information. (It doesn't matter whether the war ended on 1990 or 1989 to me, as long as the war actually happened.)

Plus I haven't touched history in two years.

Well, at least I don't miss the mitochondria and methyl orange and theorems.
I'm so glad I don't have to take H2 math though, I think I would puke.

I'm officially a true art fart :D
An art fart of Ares, the arse... Okay I'm making a crude and lame joke, not a good sign.

I need food! And sleep @_@;
Been awake since 10, though I slept at 2am plus yesterday. -.-